MISS SHAIKAH
13.o1.94
Officially 13
Arab_Chinese_Pakistan
EX-concordian
Unitian
Crazy
Irritating
Mysterious
Vain
Weird
Crazy about CHARMED
Laughing Disease
§ MY BELIEVE §
Stuff that you don't know about me.=XX
Not brave enough to order food.(OVERCOMED)
Scared to bath w/o lights on although its a sunny day .=X
Scared to sleep w/o lights .=X
Takes more then 30 mins bathing .=X
Hates incline pull up. eews .
HATES TO BE WRONGLY ACCUSED !
Enjoy blackouts when with family =)
YOU ! WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH YOU ?! ARE YOU OKAY ?! WHY ARE YOU SO.. REVENGEFUL AND UNREASONABLE ?! I DONT WANT TO SAY THIS, BUT I HATE YOU WHEN YOU'RE AT SUCH MODE ! DONT YOU CARE ABOUT OUR FEELINGS ?! WHATEVER IT IS, SHE'S ONE OF OUR KIN & I REALLY REALLY LOVE HER, ALTHOUGH I KNOW THERE'S A HUGE NUMBER OF PEOPLE WHO DOESNT, BUT I DONT SEE THE BLOODY REASON FOR THAT ! ALL OF US ARE GOING TO DIE SOONER OR LATER, SO WHY ARE YOU STILL HOLDING ON TO THE GRUDGE THAT HAPPENED YEARSYEARS AGO WHEN THERE'S NOBODY WHO CARES ABT ME ..
YOU ARE SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT ! THIS FASTING, RAMADHAN MONTH SERIOUSLY SHOWS ME THAT I CANT, & I REALLY MEAN CANT BRING MYSELF TO LOVE YOU LIKE I DO . YOU SAID THAT IT HURTS THINKING ABOUT THE PAST AND HOW SHE TREATED YOU, DO YOU THINK IT DOESNT HURT ME WHEN I THINK BACK WHATEVER YOU HAD SAID TO ME AND ESPECIALLY AT THAT MOMENT WHEN YOU WANT TO PUNCH ME ?! I MIGHT SEEM THAT I DONT CARE A SINGLE BIT ABT WHAT YOU SAID TO ME, BUT SERIOUSLY, I DO . IM JUST KEEPING IT DOWN, BUT IM SORRY IF ONE FINE DAY, I'LL JUST DO WHATEVER YOU'D SAID . I'LL JUST TALK BACK & DO WHAT I HAD BEEN WANTING TO DO . I CAN'T BE PATIENT FOR THAT LONG . I JUST WANT A FREAKING HAPPY LIFE WITH ALL THE PERSON I LOVE, BUT I JUST CAN'T SEEM TO HAVE IT . REASON, (currently), ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU . WHATEVER YOU DID JUST HURTS ME ALOT . SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF OR JUST RUNAWAY SOMEWHERE FAR, SOMEWHERE WHERE I LEAVE ALL THIS SHIT BEHIND .
NOW YOU'VE REMINDED ME OF IT, I CANT LEAVE / FORGET THE PAST . I SHALL JUST LIVE WITH THIS MISERY .. as tears rolling down from my eyes typing this, nobody really could tell how i really do feel deep inside me. goodbye.
If you hate me, i can't stop you. But please don't be such a coward to criticize or spam my blog without letting me know who you are. I would love to know my haters. Last but not least, If you hate me, i'll just take it as you are just jealous of me. =) okay ? SO think twice before you do anything. Thank you and Enjoy your stay.