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NIt's Just Me !N


MISS SHAIKAH
•13.o1.94
•Officially 13
•Arab_Chinese_Pakistan
•EX-concordian
•Unitian
•Crazy
•Irritating
•Mysterious
•Vain
•Weird
•Crazy about CHARMED
•Laughing Disease

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Stuff that you don't know about me.=XX

•Not brave enough to order food.(OVERCOMED)
•Scared to bath w/o lights on although its a sunny day .=X
•Scared to sleep w/o lights .=X
•Takes more then 30 mins bathing .=X
•Hates incline pull up. eews .
•HATES TO BE WRONGLY ACCUSED !
•Enjoy blackouts when with family =)
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hihi.. i dont wish to forget to write a post so here i am writing a post. Firstly, all i could say is today is the luck day. In school (morning)-lucky. Came back-UNLUCKY. i can say that today is the most unluckiest day ! So lets first talk about the lucky day. First, woke up at 6.50am and bath till 7.15am. LATE. so i quickly do this and that and quickly dash out of the house. Didnt sing national anthem =x.. aniwaez, heck care about that but the lucky thing is that, i didnt get caught for being a late late comer. thats the first. Next(2), mdm mona lee let shiyu sit beside me as she said exams are over.(3)Dont have a dare that is challenging. HEHE. ok.. now lets get to the UNLUCKY THING ! firstly, i have to gobble my food up as shiyu is already waiting for me. (2) shiyu came and her memory card stucked inside my memory car reader.(3)Already late.(4) cant let the memory card out. (5)wasted time (6) RAINING ! 2.10pm (7) ran in the heavy rain (8)run for the bus (9) MISS THE BUS ! (10) making a fool/disgrace of ourself and friends laughing (11) WET (12) friends teases. whoa.. A TOTAL OF 12 UNLUCKY THING HAPPENED IN JUST A FEW MINUTES. about 5 minutes. Like what shiyu said, which might be true, when 3 close friends are together, unlucky things will happen. and somehow i felt its true cause dave shiyu and me close friends were together. or maybe its just our fate. but the one lucky thing is that mdm mona lee didnt asked us WHY we are late and never scold us. aniwaez, just fed up with her also as firstly, she didnt pick up my calls and even reject it. and then my classmates told her tht the besties were running for the bus till they shout but she just ignored ?! WTF. haiz. nevermind, but today was a total of tiring day. But the fun thing was going to the bread factory and craze around with halima and my besties. It was a fun journey but an unlucky day for me and my besties. Well , for now, NOT gonna go out tonight. Will be staying at home all night long. guai kia ma. lol well going to eat dinner now. so shee yarhhs. lol ? see you tomorrow. Buai Buai .
7.33pm

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Tuesday, October 31, 2006
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hello ? lol. sorry im really sorry that i didn't post for the past few days. its been kinda lazy for me to type it all down and stuff. So on Friday, i went to jurong poin met meiji my larlin ! and then met my family there too. we shop and buy new stuff example like, fridge etc etc.. everything cost total of $1000+.. then talked to brother yankee about PSP and xbox 360 plus ps2.. currently in a dilemma, dont know which to choose. PSP OR XBOX 360 ?!! aniwaez, yup slept at 2am plus. my stepmom slept at 10+pm and woke up at 1am to cook ?! she cooked until 7am. OMG superwoman ! and im a lazy "pig" just sleep and woke up at 10+am when im supposed to wake up at 8am ?!! =x.. and then woke up and bla bla bla. friends and relatives came and talk here and there. everytime, DILLAH or Shaikah number 3 here and there. and yawns.. ended the whole thing around midnight, my "alien" relatives didnt come as my cousin that is their son had an accident ?!! AWW.. god please save him from any trouble. overall kinda tiring day and i slept until 2+pm. =x like pig !!! LOL. spent the day at home- slacking and chilling around with my sista.. and today, Monday went school. Just a little bit fed up with someone's attitude. She is so fucked up. She think someone is scared of her ? She act cool, and act gangster only nia.. bluek arh . just feeling disgusted, others joke with her she bla bla bla, but when she joke with us and we bla bla bla, she gave us attitude and that fucked up face. disgusting isnt it ?! i just dont care about this lamers. aniwaez, in school music lessons and joked around with everyone. Play truth or dare with friends and hug here and there with my "dardar" lol.. thats about all la.. lazy to type alot. And i watched DEAD OR ALIVE in cinema for the SECOND time today. really damn nice la !!!!!! DVD must buy !! maybe going to watch the movie for the third time.. but $$$ !!! lol . hmm then thats about all. my eyelids are dropping now.. Woops i mean drooping, so maybe going to sleep soon. ok la, gtg for now. Dave Halliwell chatting and maybe i play audition for awhile. SO see ya, Buai buai.
10.44pm

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*Monday, October 30, 2006
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Hi ! lets talk about today ok ? firstly, i came late. I woke up at 7.45am ! wtf .. then i wanna sleep back but cant. SO i decided to go to school. reached school about 8+am and then the relief teacher was shocked to see me late. But i ignored her. when i was on the way to my seat. Weng kiat and his gang of friends clapped their hands and woo hoo to me . lol then halima shouted,"shaikah you came !" Haha and then played UNO and stuff.. then went to com lab do some stuff and recess.. recess threw the "cookie" wrapper and those who walked in front of my seat. But, A Mogana Priya wasnt aware that i threw it at her. She just act innocent and walked. lol me and dave laughed like mad. Then throw onion rings at other people too and bla bla bla. played dares with mary,dave and halima. went up the staircase and shiyu nearly fall down. her reactions were so funny that me and her laughed like mad. lol then in class do a worksheet and played games. Murderer. Then merged with the weng kiat's gang and played. kinda fun la. Then MT played with country bumpkins like almas, falah and amirah those.. act innocentss.. we played heart attack and the funny thing was when someone said heart attack, they will throw their cards at me. Especially that almas. lol then dares like lifting skirt up, unbutton, nose to nose and kissing plus salam and stuff la.. but im not that daring to do some dares in my MALAY CLASS. it just sux. lol then almas kept on laughing that i actually got Pakistan blood. Well pakistan is a higher version of indians. AND pakistan is NOT black ! dont know wad so funny that she laughed at me even though when we want to cross the roads. LOL ? then i said bye dots to THEM and went home laughing with dave. hmm yummy, now eating mee goreng and chicken...
well tmr is my open house. To all my friends, DO COME MY HOUSE TOMORROW ! so that i can show some cute cousins of mine. lol do come and contact me before you do so ok.. Seeeee ya .. BYE ! =))

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Friday, October 27, 2006
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Hello . Oooops sorry sorry real sorry. didnt write my post for 3 days. So let me write a long post to make it up for the past few days. So 24th October 2006 is Hari Raya. Yikes ! i woke u 11+ ? SO LATE =x .. actually i woke up at 10.30am when my sis asked my another sis something. Then i said five more minutes of sleeping, then overslept till 11+ =x so woke up and bla bla bla. Changed and stuff.. quite a number of ppl wished me hari raya. Both muslim and non-muslim. Thanks guys . then after changing and stuff.. had put on my powder then apologise to parents and sisters. father, never cry. stepmom, never cry. Second sis, cant stand it ! CRIED ! and so do first sis. lol then need to wash back face and re-make up. BLA BLA BLA. then put on my contact lense, Brown. =) then my sis was like, whoa, you are so pretty when i had done with everything and just waiting to go out. My whole family was like, wa you so pretty and my dad was shocked to see me too. lol a family of black. AND wa piang eh, go out rain. so my sisters all look down and walk as we are afraid that the rain will wash our make up away. lol then go mrt and saw a white family. Then we keep on looking at each other and saw other families in red and stuff. lol then my sis and me, "enemies alerted." lol our nonsense. ReachED the first house and bla bla bla. Then second house and the third. cool . aniwaez, my first sis's boyfriend aka brother yankee [hehe] tag along too . he wore black too. aniwaez, when we on the way to the third house, we took all kinda pics in the bus. Might post it soon. then reached third house and my disgusting cousin there. some kinda hate her. then bla bla bla. sang karaoke and went home. Then brother yankee gave us $$ too. Its unexpected aniwae. LOL he said if i have at least 2 A, i will get my PSP. lol . hope so. aniwaez, went home and BOM on the bed. Slept at 1am+.

and then 25th october2006 went school. thought of not coming but then just go. my eyeliner didnt seemed to go away. lol but its not so obvious though. Then the secondary schools came and promoted their school. Westspring sec seems cool. well see how. Then quite a number of ppl never come. then stayed in the hall the whole the day and bla bla bla. came back felt tired so never go "jalan raya", aniwaez, had some kinda stomachache and my whole family has it too. maybe ate too much or had eaten some kinda "dirty" food. =x lol . abt 7+ went out with dave. saw poh wei and kai lin at the macdonald. They went shouting, " eh dave. [ paused ] eh shaikah" lol and we waved at them and ran. lol then BLA BLA BLA. prank called some idiots/perverts. then reached home and bla bla bla and sleep about 11+pm cause sick.

and 26 th october which is today, our school had some sexuality education. well its quite fun la. funny and stuff. then almas and halima very.. HAIZ ! especially halima lor, dont know wad she wan from me, kept trying to strip me off. lol then in the AVA room had some discussion and stuff. BLA BLA BLA. now back home - posting.
i hope this whole lot will cover for my 3 days's post. thanks for reading and will post to you again tomorrow [ maybe ] or later. So see ya soon. BYE !

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Thursday, October 26, 2006
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Hello all ! Damn, im sorry for not posting for abt a couple of days. About a day or two. Aniwaez, quite a number of things happen that i can't wait to share with you. Firstly on Sunday, i stayed at home and helped my sis and my stepmom to clear up the house and some kinda prepare for Hari Raya. at first i said,"walau ! you all clear the house yourself larh ! Not my things wad." i said it to my family, then i was FORCED to clear up, so i did. And to my astonishment, it was all my things that made my house messy. LOL. so i paiseh and just kept quiet. well my room is now HALF ok. My living room too. Have to clear all this mess today ! hmm then during dinner, i tried putting just ONE red bean at my chendol. then its kinda munchy so i take quite a spoonful of it and got a praise from my dad, YAY ! lol. Next went online at night and bla bla bla. then went MSN mobile at about 1am-3.20am and then cant seem to sleep. But i succeed to sleep at 4am. only 1hr and 45 mins of sleeping. MONDAY woke up at 6.45am and bath and went out together with my sister cause she going to work also. Then got a kiss from her. HEHE. then the funny thing was at the traffic light ! LOL, saw almas with her new permED hair. I promised to laugh at her the day before at MSN. well at first its kinda funny but when u look carefully QUITE ok la. Then on the way to the hall, she kept walkng behind me with tht act innocent girl, ShaSha. lol then reached the hall i wan to have a last close look but she pushed me and said, " JUST GO !"lol . then reached hall, Halima saw and we laughed like mad. She might felt hurt a little, SORRY GIRL ! then back to class, joked with mdm mona lee and stuff and bla bla bla. played truth or dare again and punched someone's head.LOL then sing and dance here and there and mdm mona lee said wanna continue with ENGLISH LESSON ?!! omg, i was like, GOSH DAMN IT ! but its for our own good also la. So why not. Then 10am, Muslim pupils early dismissal. me and hanuko chase almas and something wrong with hanuko's skirt. lol we ran like mad just to ask almas to untie her hair. Then she keep on don wan don wan, then we just talk to her and bla bla bla. going to JP later to buy some stuff for hari raya. =.= and now at home posting. Well might be posting to you again in the afternoon.

Anyway, i would like to take this oppurtinity to all my muslim friends and wish them, SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. Sorry if i had done anything wrong ya. and see you soon. Buai Buai.

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Monday, October 23, 2006
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Hi ! Should start off with a nice poem that i just read.
Written with a pen
Sealed with a kiss
If you are my friend,
Please answer this:
Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once, but I forgot.
So tell me now and tell me true,
So I can say, I am here for you.
Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the ones I won't forget.
And if I die before you do,
I'll go to Heaven
And wait for you.
HEHE. lol aniwaez, no one except for God knows whether we will go to HELL OR HEAVEN right ?! lol aniwaez just watched a show called "HEART" which is quite a sad indonesian story and i am in love with the song ?! LOL you can listen to the song which is in my playlist. hmm the story is quite sad. sobs.. lol ok lets talk abt wad i do today alrights ? hmm , well firstly went to PAYA LEBAR which is GEYLANG SERAI to buy some clothes for hari raya. -.- lol bought mine for $60 and my sister's too and then bla bla bla. aniwaez, saw quite cute guys there. lol .. and me and my sisters was like, "OMG, did you saw that guy ? he is so damn cute !" lol.. then went home and BLA BLA BLAAA...nothing much. well didnt plan to sleep early today. Its already 12.53am .haiz, Shun Xiang is dying to meet me ! HEHE. i'll sure fine a free day specially for me "dear dar dar " hee . well dont know wad else to post nehhs, so i think i end off here ba . See ya all soon. BYE !

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Sunday, October 22, 2006
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LOW LOW ! ok, lets talk abt Thursday ? Well my mom, 2 sisters and brother YANKEE [ lol ] went to GEYLANG SERAI to buy hari raya cloths -.- the thing that i hate the most. Firstly i hate going to GEYLANG and now BUY HARI RAYA CLOTHES FOR HARI RAYA ?! bluek ! lol well firstly went LONG JOHN SILVERS, yum yum to break fast. And then went to meet my lovely mommy lol and we head off to complish our mission that is buying hari raya clothes the Shaik's angels ? LOL alot of jokes and fun happens but it was damn tiring. When we went to eat at a hawker center, a damn irritating thing happen that is everybody as in shopkeepers was like "come here ! sit herE ! " and then keep asking us wad to eat and keep saying, "mee goreng, nasi goreng, bee hoon goreng" and then the other fat shopkeeper also kept advertising HIS drinks. im totally irritated and mad at the food seller. my mom already said later later for abt 6 or 7 timeS ?but he kept on advertising. I was like OMG ! and then i like give tht kinda irritated face and said, " NANTI ! [ later in malay ] then he go away. LOL. then bla bla bla.
Friday
went to school and then excursion to Chinatown. Diao went to the temple and bla bla bla. And then went to hawker centre eat eat and then went to bla bla bla again. Shop here and there and went back to school. The tour guide was talking in the bus and telling us the answers for a worksheet BUT me and shiyu listening to our MP3 and fell asleep ! LOL. then while both of us sleeping, those 2 boys sitting behind us disturbed us but we dont care and just ignore them . So went we reached school we woke up and revenged those boys and bla bla bla. Then MT time, truth or dare again ?! lol played with almas and halima and dare here and there and i chose not to state the dares here. and then bla bla bla and end school. Those two girls l; almas and halima AGAIN tried to do something funny like raising up my skirt but too bad, cant and went home with Esther, talk here and there and bla bla bla. Went home helped to paint the house for 2 hrs and here i am posting plus drinking my minute maid and eating black pepper potato chips. YUM YUM AND thats all ! BLA BLA BLAAAAAAAAAAAAA .. ~

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*Friday, October 20, 2006
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hi ! hmm eating banana cake and horlicks ? lol didnt fast =X aniwaez, yesterday had quite a fun time. Well me, DAVE and vivien walk around choa chu kang at first and saw something tht is quite crazy. Well we walked pass CONCORD PRIMARY SCHOOL and we saw the girl's toilet beside 6A's class that is at the forth storey, the toilet's light is on ! whoa ! i've seen this alot of time and that time i walked around with my family also saw the girl's toilet lights on when the next day is supposed to be a holiday. Kinda creepy huh ? so next we went down to play ground and played blind mice, catching and ice man. LOL i was kinda noob as its been a damn long time since i played these games. Its like abt 6 years back ?! So i am a little blur and i cant climb much cause it needs alot of practice. Anyway, everything went fine but before we played these games, we went to 7-11 and buy F&N cherryade for me. Then off we went to play. it was fun but vivien when the "crocodile" is near her, she anihow push and run. She even pinch my butt and step on my slippers ?! lol and a lot of things happen. BUT SHE IS DAMN FUNNY ! and then we promised to send her home but then we said later and then we only tease her and said dont want to send her home. tHEN she very angry and just walk off ! and messaged me later on saying tht she dont want to come down anymore. SHe swore !! OMG. lol hmm and then me and dave took some pictures, you can look at them at http://www.davehalliwell.blogspot.com hmm well thats abt all. See ya guys soon. AND YA ! ONE LAST THING. TODAY IM GOING TO GEYLANG TO BUY HARI RAYA CLOTHES ?! THIS SUX !

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*Thursday, October 19, 2006
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Hello all ! haiz. currently feeling so angry ? sad ? i also dont know why. i am totally trying to make myself happy but i just cant stand it for too long ! MY FAMILY. my divorced parents. My dad seems very unreasonable sometimes. If i do what he says, it will hurt my mother's feelings. BUt if i didnt, my whole family have to keep listening to his lectures and words that are totally hurting ! It really hurt me deeply listening to what he says about my mom and stuff. Sometimes i just feel like want to talk back but if i did, more disasters. So now, im just in the middle. Nowhere to go.. If this goes on, it might drive me crazy. I MIGHT run out from home and be with my friends and maybe i might become bad ! But i dont want . How i wish that my parents weren't divorced, life would be damn happy for me. I will sacrifice EVERYTHING to make my family together. Even if God were to take away my life ; i will sacrifice it. I would like BOTH my mom's side family and my dad's side together. Even though my parents could not be together, but i want both of the families to be united and at least dont hold grudges to each other. Thats my wish. Could anyone grant me this wish ? Just to let them be friends ?! Its a sad life for me to have this kinda family when im young. when im only in kindergaten. Do they know how much i feel hurt and sad seeing my friend's or other people's family walking together in the same outfits for Hari Raya. They went to the houses TOGETHER. but as for me ? one day with my mom and next day with my dad. sometimes i would just wish to die rather than to live with these problems in my life. WHY NOBODY UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEEL ?! i would like to have a boyfriend cause i want to be loved and cared and at least i have SOMEONE to be with me if im bored and in my lonely times. But when i have boyfriends, and when i wanted a break up and stuff, why accuse me of being a playgirl ?! A bitch ? whore ? slut ? and whatever filthy words. WHY ?! You guys just dont understand my feelings. If you guys think that relationships are for having sex or petting or whatever. Then i would not want it ! if i dont want, no use forcing me ! Fuck off from my world these guys ! Get lost ! What i want now is my family to be happy. i will always wish for this, even if im on my death bed. If God wants an exchange for it, take my life and exchange it with a happiness for both of my parents. May them be friends. But why dad ?! why cant you just forgive and forget ?! why do u need to make life miserable and difficult for everyone. I tried to understand you, but i cant now. Its just unfair for me and sisters and EVERYONE ! you might be leading a happy life, but your children or ur last daughter is not ! cause what she wants is to see her mom and dad together talking and dont hold grudges with each other. do YOU know how sad i feel to see my friend's family happy and laughing off together ? Its not the same to have a stepmother.. i didnt ask for much, just forgive my mom and be friends with her. CANT YOU ?! i know it hurts u deeply, BUT everyone have to die sooner or later. Just enjoy life while you can. My tears are flowing as i write this post. I really hope my family will be united . PLEASE grant my one and only wishes , GOD. will you ?

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Wednesday, October 18, 2006
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Hihi.. ohgosh ! BOYS BOYS BOYS ! i just cant stay single for a month ! my aim was to stay single for a month but then, the temptation was too strong.. firstly started on the phone and bla bla bla.. then te de te de te de.. and got a stead liao.. CALLED BEN ! weeeee.. hahaaa then chatted with him from 10.45pm-12.30am .. haiz.. and then today he messaged me, he said he cut botak le ! walau ! i hate botak guys.. lol but nvm la.. maybe it looks good on him ? wait till i meet him one day. haha .. haiz ! he really took care of me la.. aniwaez, to all my friends who everytime hang out at lot 1.. you're going to see us there ! lol shy and ben will hang out around lot 1 every weekends.. make sure to catch us in the library , at a corner doing some stuff there. HEHE [ cheeky laugh ] Hmm .. i thnk thats abt all ba. anwiaez, today i cant fast according to my "REd light" and maybe today my hari raya clothes ? YUCKS ! disgusted ! +o(

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*Tuesday, October 17, 2006
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oh high high low low. AniwaeZ ! i just went to the toilet and check and im having my "red light" .. YAY ! lol there are three advantages :
1)NOT PREGNANT
2)Have reason not to fast
3)NO NEED TO PRAY !
LOL. funny but its fun. AND can go out in the afternoon WITHOUT feeling tired and stuff ! OMg, lol.. hmm this one special post for this event. And ya, i just broke another guy's heart by rejecting him. Sobs, sorry dude.. just not in the mood. Sorrie ya, we can still be friends right ?! lol.. hmm well now im going to call some friends to meet up, Buai Buai . =p

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*Monday, October 16, 2006
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Yikes ! didnt write post for 3 days ? Sorry.. aniwaez, Friday watching charmed. FUN FUN. Then Saturday went to my mom's house and spent a night there. Watched DVD and eat here and there, Play here and there and messed up her house. =X sorry mummy. lol .. Then Sunday asked my sisters to go home first while i meet up with my friends. Meiji and the rest. LOL.. and its a nice try to sarah aka meiji's hair ! ahaha and then talk here and there with her and the rest. wa long time never meet them then ALOT to talk about. Hm.. birthday parties coming ! DAMNS ! need to buy prezzies.. $$$$$ !!! i asked money for shopping but nid to buy them prezzies. Haiz.. and ya nid to think of sabotages for the birthday boys/girls. Alot in my mind le. hmm then today Saffy wanan meet up but im kinda not feeling well cause drank alot of coffeebeans already ! lol thanks for the treat sarah [ meiji ] .. lol then i think Saffy a little disappointed but i cant do anything. Sorry dude. Hmm aniwaez, time to do some sit-ups.. SLIMMING DOWN !

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*Monday, October 16, 2006
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Hello everyone ! LOL.. just finish making my very own lay out. erm its quite ugly aniwae cause first time you see. But i will improve. well school was kinda fun today. Go around the class signing and then chat here and there. Run here and there. Bully here and there. hmm say ian and shafiq, i sympathise them the most. Tsk tsk tsk ! how could me and shiyu do that to them ! hm well during recess time i only wan to pinch shafiq's face and then he punched my BREAST damn hard. i was totally angry and i fought with him. FUN FUN. and then me and shiyu act like gangsters and beat him and kick his cock ! lol force and shout at him and stuff.. fun and then bought blueberry tea, NEVER fast again =x !! hmm then we do art when we are back to class. then followed by MT. went to com lab but cannot already so we went down to library. and then my malay cher gave us a damn long long story ! and then i dont even understand wad it is all abt and i read very damn slow. Till my friends teased me. Sobs . . . hmm yawns, im already tired la, so write to you again la. Bye !

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*Friday, October 13, 2006
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hello.. Today stanley's [ my dear ] 's nick is "WhY WhY WhY !!!! SaD sAd" he asked me about wad happen and stuff. I told him tht i wan a break up, and we argued for a moment. then he said this and tht and me too . then now we are friends but im not sure. Haiz.. today in school also quite boring ? well during maths, mrs lee never come, so there's an old relief teacher. luckily not thumbelina tht old hag. lol.. so tht old relief teacher played a cd for us. But we never concentrate. Me, fazri and halima kept talking to each other and stuff. but fazri and me hor, kept talking dirty leh. and keep talking abt each other's stead. ooo .. LOL and then 3 periods of tht old hag, then mdm mona lee came ! YAY ! lol.. then after the whole thing, a few of us played U-NO that was brought by halima. actually dont want to play la, but they all said i dont know how to play, so i prove them wrong. HEHe and then recess.. had fun with jia hao and the rest. So funny de. and as usual, bully say ian and shafiq. disgusted by them. then mdm mona lee said im good girl cause i changed my socks. YAY ! haha.. and during MT, played heart attack with almas, halima and nabilah. the dares was like so omg ?! and they accused me of liking AIMAN ?! wtF ! i already got a stead ok . lol then the most disgusting part was i have to kiss fatso's hand.. but i didnt as im too disgusted. So i just "salam" her with my forehead but unbelievable ! HALIMA ACTUALLY KISSED HER HAND ! haha.. and btw, yesterday and today i didnt fast ?! OMG ? lol how could i ! haha. .aniwaez gotta go and talk to my dearie, so see ya. Bye. muacks.

I live because of him, The God.

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*Thursday, October 12, 2006
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Ello . sorry didnt post. been busy these few days. Well, now PSLE is over ! Yipee.. and is enjoy time .. hmm, and no lessons going on in school BUT still have to attend schooool.. but didnt do anything, and especially MT time, its so damn boring. Diao . if i could, i would have skipped it. But cant, alot of kaypohs in my class HAHA. and then nothing much to write la.. just wanna say tht i had became single, but i havent told my stead tht i wan a break up. i just put down the phone and then never call or msg him already.Hope he get it. Stanley, if you're reading this, im sorry. im just not prepared and i dont think that im a perfect one for you. Sorry for making false hope on you. But we can still be friends =) and yeah. As for the rest, just wanna wish u luck in everything. AND YA ! i forgot ! today my friends bullied me. wtf nia ! hate them .. 6 on 1. no fair. hum ji nia ! lamer ! lol and tht halima, lift my skirt up until everybody saw tht in public ? wth ! fuck her ! just watch out everyone. Thought of taking revenge but they had already said sorry, and i also dont want to act like a gangster like what everyone said ! so, lets not drag the whole subject until when. But if they push me too far, there's a limit to my patient girls. haiz, and i didnt fast today ! came back too hungry and thirsty, so drank coke and stuff.. and now "break fast" lol ! drinking bandung, yum yum. erm, gotta go now la. And thanks for reading this Shit ! LOL ! bye

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*Wednesday, October 11, 2006
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Hey all ! PSLE IS OVER ! YAY ! at last, can meet with everyone. all my dar dars waiting for me. MISS YOU ALL ! hmm, so PSLE science was like so disgusting for me luh ! i studied for more than one week for science and what i get is this shit ? ! i think tht the paper is quite tricky but my friends said its EASY ?! that means im stupid ! wtf ! its just sucks ! completely. sobs.. i just wish to rewind everything and back to the starting year of p6. where i can pay attention in class and revise everysingle day. how i wish i could. but i gotta face it. i guess my PSLE aggregate score gonna be soo disgusting ! i gotta face it shaikah. FACE IT ! just have to well for my o levels. my sister is an example. im going to follow them. YEAH ! come on, its only PSLE shaikah, why get so stressed up. just accet the aggregate score and then study hard in sec schools. well gotta relax a while now. SEE YA ALL ! bye. btw, thanks for reading this shit ? LOL !

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*Monday, October 09, 2006
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hello all ! sorieeeeee didn't post for days. been busy with my PSLE. Mathswas quite easy IF there is more time ! damn ! didnt got to think. just tikam tikam. Sian. then next day is MT woo.. i became smarter like wad my friends said, my answers are almost the same as my clever friends. aniwaez 5 oct is my brother's birthday and 6th october is my dad's birthday. lol my dad's birthday we celebrate on Saturday cause everybody will be at home. we watch little man plus steamboat and cake. most memorable ever. hmm Monday LAST PAPER LE ! weeee excited. Alot of people want to go out with me after PSLE. keith, stanley, school friends, outside school friends and many more. even my family. lol .. After Monday, its rawking time !! sure fun. but too bad for those noobs who took HMT. lol man man zuo . gaga. Hmm, well tmr [ monday ] is science. So gotta read up the PSLE science booklet and then thats all for my science preparation. LOOKING forward to AFTER PSLE. it comes, skipping school, dancing, going out, chilling around, overnighting and doing weird stuffs. haiz excited luh ! lol btw gotta go now. Bye

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*Sunday, October 08, 2006
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Hello !!! Weee.. just finished my English PSLE paper. Haiz i guess i screwd up my paper 1. wrote composition until about 4 pages ?! and i didnt include some points ! and my situatiional writing, its supposed to be a report and i wrote in whatever format i could think of. and i never knew tht the compo is going to be abt FIRE ! so i didnt read abt fire and BOOM ! it came out something abt fire ? aniwaez, i some kinda "twist" the whole thing and i wrote abt murder. My dad being killed and bla bla bla. yawnss.. and everything is quite ok. Paper 2 was kinda easy but i just found out tht certain question i got it WRONG ! dam !!! aand now i am drooling for food as tht emi takara was talking abt food in msn with me.. aaa !! i wan blueberry tea.. cold one.. wow its soo yummy.. haiz.. tmr is mathematics and i gotta do it well ! im going to revise and practice like i had never done before. NO eating. NO sleeping. NO handphone. Just me and my books. *smile*

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*Wednesday, October 04, 2006
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Hey Hey Hey ! HELLO ! haiz, nothing to do now. So decided to blog. Hmm, lets see what happen today. Went out with Mike, we were making fun and talking about a couple. lol, and here come the funny part, me and mike was talking in the 300 bus and suddenly this couple was standing beside. Suddenly, both of them shouted, "Shaikah !" .. then i turned and looked at them properly. They were actually Damien and Christabelle [ nice name huh ].. they were my hang out peeps last time luh. AND AND AND ! DAMIEN HAS CONVERTED TO MUSLIM ! WOW ! COOL COOL ! his muslim name is " muhammad haikal " woo.. and he was like totally different luh, wore a cap and his hair was like.. nvm just forget it and and and ! CHRISTABELLE is his stead ! whoa ! alot of things happen over 6 months ! and then they thought me and Mike were steads.. lol but then we just "hehe" .. hmm then hang out at Sunshine there. Co-incedentally met Jun Shen and the "gang" .. LOL ! they at first were like so blur and asked,"who's tht ?.. shy ur new stead arh ? " wa biang eh ! they thought i really play girl meh ?! a few days only got new stead. lol then i take off damien aka haikal's cap and show them ! lol then we just keep on talk here and there and thank God, CHRISTABELLE had at last became MATURE. hehe.. and then we played catching ? omg ! so childish cant believe it. then after tht play the true or dare game ! yipee and again as a "kisser" i had to kiss Damien's lips. But then belle was like jealous so i hand signal them la.. but then ! they so like what !!! grrrrrr ..still force me to kiss him. then they "comfort" belle and she said ok as a friend. so i kissed her boyfriend lor.. and one more dare is tht i have to kiss MIKE !! lol.. i was quite happy luh.. haha then i just kiss him lor, cause kiss so many times le ma,.. then after the whole thing, i went home to break fast. And now watching Singapore Idol encore and bla bla bla.. gotta eat the Mooncake.. So see ya, bye bye ! muachs

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*Sunday, October 01, 2006
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