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MISS SHAIKAH
•13.o1.94
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•Vain
•Weird
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•Not brave enough to order food.(OVERCOMED)
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•Scared to sleep w/o lights .=X
•Takes more then 30 mins bathing .=X
•Hates incline pull up. eews .
•HATES TO BE WRONGLY ACCUSED !
•Enjoy blackouts when with family =)
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hellowlowlow ! i agreed that i had been NEGLECTING my blog.. aww, how sad ! haha . these few days, nothing much happened . thursday went swimming and ika came too . then after swmming, went CHILLING at ika's house .. WANIE'S cute ! crazy camwhore and all that happens . reachd home, messagemessage and then BOM! sleep . thursday is my KNOCKOUT day.. reache home confirm sleep WITHOUT eating then next morning wake up .. morning assembly and all . discussed abt the OUTING . everybody was screaming and didnt even cooperate . the whole class was sooo noisy that MR KHOO couldnt even control them.. the class makes me dizzy that i got a little IRRITATED and told mr khoo to let me take over . so i was screaming and all and THANK GOD, the class cooperated . THANKS though ((: then english free period then FIRE ALARM .. the class screamed in excitement . haha ONESIX retards . then yadayada and saw HIM . okay whatever. reached class, history 1 period and RECESSSS ..

after recess was SCIENCE and MRS KUMAR didnt come for the whole of 1 period ? she's always like that . dots .. so we were singing here and there and the GREAT us, we invited RAINFALL ! yayness~ after science was LITERATURE and there's test ! haha, thought im prepared but some points i had forgotten .. aww, its just a too bad for me then . then DISMISSAL . did stuffs and went for training . ohh, training is tough and i think i sweat the most in yesterday's training . during the powerset, my stomach hurts like CRAP . dammit ! it always happens in powerset.. then during training, i cried abit not because of training.. but because of some FREAK that is being a JERK ! i hate it man ! seriously ~ CANT YOU JUST FREAKING HELL TELL ME WHAT'S HAPPENING ?! urghs ~ whatever . did passes and all . training ended then discuss here and there . then at abt 6.30pm, i went to my mom's house straight away , CELEBRATED MY SISTER'S 25TH BIRTHDAY ! wees ~ here's a birthday song for you ((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NONSENSE QUEENIE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

haha, a fun one and today im gnna celebrate with my dad . sounds complex, but TRY to understand it . those whom are close to me should get it . ALRIGHTIES, i needa get some PREZZIE for her ! so i'll see you all some other time in ma blog ((: BTW, im sick ! down with flu, sore throa/cough and MUSCLE ACHE ! my calve muscle HURTS the most . daaarn . whatever.. byebye . AND OHHH ! whoever that vandalised our toilet.. just watch out ! andandand, the sec2s who voted for onesix's toilet, THANK YOU VERY MUCH ! onesix appreciate it and we will love you ! LOL . sounds complex ? do understand it !

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Saturday, July 28, 2007
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tuesday didnt post eh ? sleeping the whole day.. not really whole day . sleep, wake up, eat, studied, sleep back ((: LOL. perfect routine ! today ! wednesday, came early for my GIRLS ! haha, see, im a good friend right ? i know x)) so, reached school and settled down . blablabla and the assembly after recess again was EMBARASSED . very pathetic lahh but nevermind.. on the way back to class, i was SOOO high cause i saw HIM .*faints* he just walked pass me and anytime i could faint there . haha, did MATHS TEST and its EASY ! yayness ? excited to know the results though =X after maths, MUSIC . full of laughters.. my teacher just need to BRUSH UP on her english lahh.. but nevermind, its cute when she pronounce it wrongly xD lol . then english was next,.. mr khoo brought us to LIBRARY && another HIM was there ! i just dropped dead there and fell down to the floor . haha, im just too excited over such stuffs . LOL . then im a good girl, i read up about ADOLF HITLER, he's someone who's interesting to read abt . then after tat, went to CAUSEWAY with DARLINGS (ika, nut, faz & shy) . bought the things and went mac then library . was extremely retarded . walk through the rain and all . FUNFUN . we camwhored ALOTALOT . thenthen, went to IKA's house to see WANIE and she's extremely cute when she hugged me . aww *melts* LOL . then HOME, cried & slit . its dumb i know . NEVERMIND, nownow ! its time for pictures ! dont puke =X lol .

during KHOO's lesson, toilet & class . retarded & innocent [LOL]











some pictures we are IMMITATING some people . so if you think that pose is yours, we're immitating you ((:

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Wednesday, July 25, 2007
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hello ~ today is a very TIRING DAAAAY ! why ? no idea, but i think because there's too much of walking till my leg feels uncomfortable . let's talk abt the "TRIP" haha .

firstly, discussions happened in class duringFREE PERIODS . we only had TWO PERIODS of mathematics and the rest are FREEEE PERIODS ! how great can that be ?! i just love today, its soo.. hmm .. RELAXINGGG ! starting of the day ONLY . so sing here sing there.. maths was crapping and i didnt bring my specs... can't see a single thing and mr LIM had to call me halfway.. i was like.. err.. "sorry i dont have any idea" the class LAUGHED . and mr LIM giving that PISSED OFF look . lol . i was sooo URGENT to go to the toilet . i PLEAD mrLIM saying it was really urgent, and he STILL didnt let me go ! i was like.. HOLY CRAP ! then i was like FIDGETING at the back.. somehow i always shake my leg if im urgent and it does help . ANDAND, finally! he releases us . and it took him 1 more min just for us to greet him . he said, okay stand behind chair and whatever crap . after greeting and RAN to the toilet . haha .

recess was and OKAY one . went around the canteen cause SOMETHING HAPPENED . retarded issues . morning assembly i was like asking SENIORS to vote for onesix's BEAUTIFUL toilet ((: make sure vote for it people ! then history was crapping and tattoo-ing . LOL . teasing LEONA is sure a fun thing . CLARA is a funny one indeed . MEIQI is a horny one . SHAIKAH is the GOODIE one ((: LOL . okay crap . mother tongue needa stand cause never bring kamus .. so heavy who want to bring ?! MDM RASHIDAH was like trying to seperate me and ika.. we were placed from one end to one end but still ! we do talk . haha, FUN ONE but needa to stand for WHOLE two periods IS tiring )): back class, i was soo EXCITED cause lit test was cancelled ! ohh yayness ! haha, was sort of "debating" or "talking back" to the EVER LAME MR LIAWWWWW ~ he's super lame lahh he.. so after school.,. PUI HIAN wants me to go QUEENSWAY with them.. then seeing her in that kinda state, so i decided to JOIN them ! lol.

so went there with, RYAN, SERAH, AMANDA, VENUS, CLARA, GERVINA, PUIHIAN and SHAIKAH ! aha . as per normal, CRAPPED in the train and bus . reached there.. crapcrap, i was alittle "THINKING ABOUT THE PAST" mood and thanks to CLARA, PUI HIAN & VENUS for being there ! ((: although you all dont love me, I WILL STILL LOVE YOU [: haha . then blablabla-ed and yadayadayada . after that, went to LOT 1 with IKA . crapped and home . reached home, online for awhile and SLEEEEP ! was totally tired.. so now woke up at 9.30pm and doing STUFFS ; blogging . alah, lazy to post already.. so BYEBYE .

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Monday, July 23, 2007
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hellohello ((: yay ! im updating . SUDDENLY, i got a feeling to blog, so don't mind if this is a long one . hm, let's see, what should i talk about ? thursday ? basically SWIMMING till 6pm and everyone was DARK . then friday..

RACIAL HARMONY CONCERT WAS ALL THE WAY IN MY MIND . haha, somehow felt excited abt it . scott asked the sec1s to stand during morning assembly and i thought is spot check again.. but it isnt . its because we're noisy .. and BUDIMAN laughed at ME . hmpfs . then racial harmony concert, we were quite high so we shoutshout but pathetically, we got to sit at the back and i dont think the performers could quite heard it . vice-principal gave that kinda "diao" face like as if we are one ROWDY bunch . tsktsk . TRAINING was great . COURTGAME, i suck i know . so shut up . after training.. went to mac to grab a bite and leave as soon as possible cause i got a movie to catch . reached home, bath, change, and out again . MRT, sleeping and all the way to MARINA BAY when im supposed to alight at SOMERSET . pathetic, too tired . haha, wasnt late for the movie though . ate BK FISH while watching . the movie is great, more to adults thingy, children who arent mature in thinking will not understand it that much . LOL . sorry if it is an offence to you . hees ~ woops, btw, i watched HARRY POTTER and THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX . haha . SOMEONE said she wanna watch it before i do .. so too bad, i WATCHED it already ((: both transformers and harry potter eh ? what a pity ~ after movie, ice creams and milkshakes ((: haha, macdonalds ! and bus-ed back home . slept in the bus and i was like a zombie alighting from the bus, hardly could open my eyes . HOMED, CHANGED, SLEEEEEP .

vibrations, vibrations, vibrations . WHAT A DAY TO START ! well, i usually place my phone under my PILLOW that is supporting my head . so, calls and messages that made my phone vibrate . haha, and unfortunately, i rejected all the calls and didnt reply ANY messages . continue sleeping till 12.45pm .. met ika at 2.20pm . fazillah at 2.30pm . reached there, CIKGU RASHIDAH's daughter is sooooooo cute that i cried ?! what the hell.. whatever it is, SHE'S CUTE ! *faints* haha . then met the rest, iqbal, khairi, clara, meiqi and venus . muchmuch more people too . the performance okayy . choir did good ((: well done ! well, the rest of the performers too ! after that, TOILETTTT ~ haha . then walked around and natasha and azfar joined us . ate at KFC.. delidelidelidelicious ! next stop, NEOPRINTSSSSS ! wees ~ took twice and it was all full of screamings and laughters . haha, till the owner kept coming and telling us to lower down our volumes . haha, we are "ON" people, so we tend to get excited EASILYYY ~ lol. and in one of the booth, somehow fazillah started the "HUGGING SESSION" and we all hugged each and everyone . haha, girls hugging boys isnt really A BIG THING . if your conscience is clear, then it wouldnt be a problem, unless you got other things in your mind.. haha . so deco the neos and all . the rest gotta go home, me, ika and natasha stayed . bought BIG GULP and shared . it was 8pm .

we walked one big round the causeway point and found a perfect place to sit & TALK . we talked abt stuffs and HALFWAY, all of us need the toilet . well, NATURE'S CALL . then we were laughing all the way to the toilet cause i made a "TOILET SESSION" & "LET-IT-OUT SESSION" haha . let it out session means PROBLEM SHARING, not other things okay . so we were making sound effects and all, haha, somehow like HI-5 . okay crap, so while doing businesses, all of us talked to our ownself in the cubicle . lol, sounds lunatic ? trust me, IT IS ! so after that, went back to the spot and continue talking . i shared half of my problems and CRIED haflway . crycrycry, IS THAT THE ONLY THING I COULD DO ?! i always have troubles controlling my tears . nevermind, next was ika's prob followed by NATASHA . i guess going in unity sec isnt really a bad thing . without UNITY SEC, i wouldnt know these caring peeps . thank you so much for the FATE that brought us together ((: LOL . but seriously, me and IKA nearly fell at the escalator because of "someone" . somehow, we both felt hurt cause reasons . we"risked" our life for her . HAHA, its a disappointment though .. but what to do, LIFE . (haha) on the way home, me and ika chit-chat and its a fun one . well, GUYS & GIRLS, thanks for today ! you really made my day ! so reached home at about 10.20pm . haha, told dad it would be till 6 or 7 . LOL !

I REALLY HATE PIMPLES ! my sis said its my BREAK-OUT period . and i think its because of my BREAK-OUT PERIOD + MENSES COMING . haha, sorry if im too open . well, this is an open subject too though . lol . so my face is like, URGHS ! tonight will be having a COOLING FACE cause im gonna wear my mask . oh yayness ? haha . i guess that's all i can post today . LONG POST ? thanks for reading then ((: love you all for those who loves me ! seeya ~

MY LOVE TO :
ZULAIKHA
NATASHA
LIMYANFANG (clara)
IQBAL
AZFAR
KHAIRI
MALATHE
FAZILLAH
and LV ONE SIX ((:

oh oh oh ! ONE MORE THING . whoever that FUCKSHIT who vandalised our HARD WORK GRAFITTI or DECORATIONS or PAINTING or whatever crap in the TOILET, you're soo gonna watch out ! FIRSTLY, from MR SCOTT CHEW . secondly, you'll never know what LV ONESIX gonna do with you . its better if you tell us who you are, then hiding it from us . and dont be such a lamer to even VANDALISE such stuffs . and your VANDALISM is super ULTRA LAAAAME ! gawd, you must sucha a great big stupid FOOL . tsktsk , RETARDED FREAK .

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Saturday, July 21, 2007
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hellohellohello . sorry for not updating my blog for DAYS . reason ? LAZY ((: just PLAIN LAZY . friends were PESTERING me to blog.. aww, thanks for the FAITHFULness . lol . but just like SOME PEOPLE, calling me a lazybum but SHE HERSELF never update her DIARY . haha . okay whatever . forgot everything already.. so let's just talk abt today .

went school not THAT early but im NOT late ((: reached class, had CE for two periods . PLAIN BORING and was just CHATTING, SINGING and TALKING all the wayy . after that, 2 PERIODS MATHS . recess, cheering for SOME people who were running at the field . a fun one i can say . then MORNING ASSEMBLY.. was a total.. *out of description* 1/6. 1/7 and 1/8 girls gotto stand up and all the sec2s and sec1s were looking at us . I STOOD IN THE FIRST ROW, THEN FIRST PERSON IN THE ROW . it so damn EMBARASSING and THERE GOES MY "image" {LOL} was sooo embarassed with my hair pushed back . then when MR CHEW got the scissors in his hands walking around.. my heart beats fast and i nearly cried cause i was imagining him cutting my hair.. I LOVE MY HAIR SOOO MUCH even though YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE DOESNT ! then when he looked at me.. i turn here and there and he said he will be watching over me, ONE MORE TIME I NEVER PIN UP MY HAIR, *dies* SNIPSNIP )): then went back bought pin and back to the hall . i was the last one to write my name at the paper ANDANDAND! the only one standing and writing name while others waiting and looking at me.. and that 15 secs or less time limit that MR CHEW gave . i was soo.. FREAKED OUT . my friends could see that i was TREMBLINGG.. haha . after the TALK, went back class .

i was SOOOOO pissed off with my class's boys . its so pathetic... i shouted at them and was totally ANGRY lah pls . then halfway BARTHIBAN talked to me and i just complaint everything to him and i cried ?! LOL . i was ANGRY & HURT at the same time lahh . then SOME PEOPLE said sorry to me and i just ticked them off and such . but few moments later.. i enjoyed my music lesson and i got OKAY with my mood alreadyy.. then ! after music was ENGLISHHHH.. almost all of us CHEATED saying that we had done the work and we got merit for that . mr khoo doesnt even check, so we just raise our hands up . haha, then me and natasha just acted nerd . i place a hairband and button the button at the top of my blouse . talk and act like a nerd especially my posture . haha, its an entertainment for the class luhh.. and its fun acting like one . since THERE goes our IMAGE, we all walked like nerds with the button and stuffs and said hi to everyone . haha, its FUN ! haha . then stopped all the nonsense and blablabla . after that nothing happen alreadyy ((: just stayed back to study but in the end.. CRAPPED . lololol . alrighties , thats all for today .

its hard to face and you and talk to you . FINALLY, i got the courage to ask you... not face2face though.. but there wasn't any reply . im sure by now you know who you are and all my STUFFS . i just hope that we will still be the same . just look back at your entries and think abt it . FOREVER ? there's no such word . *sigh* the thing that hurts me most was when you said, "last time is last time" ... its a disappointment after what you had said LAST TIME . forget it . im just a pathetic one . *sigh*

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Wednesday, July 18, 2007
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NEW VIDEOS NEW VIDEOS ! but its taken abt a few months back though ((: enjoyy !

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Saturday, July 14, 2007
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listening to some stupid songs plus typing out MY DIARY . yah, i have my own personal diary which i keep inside my thumbdrive .. anyway.. SOON, my eyes teared . oh fuck lah can ! seriously, i HATE to be SAD & EMO and all those stupid stupid stuffs . but seriously.. we can't run from some FUCKED UP probs can we ? sometimes i just wish to DIE and ENJOY or SUFFER in after life thingy.. lol, i know it sounds stupid.. but i just dont want to be in this stupid world with SUCH problems .. you know what ?! seeing you will ERASE those smiles that i was having at my face.. i didnt know to ignore or to at least say HI to you whenever i saw you .. i PURPOSELY avoid you cause i didnt know what to do upon seeing you.. YES, i was HIGH, HYPER and SUPER HAPPY when with my other friends... but NOBODY REALLY KNOWS WHAT IM FACING AND WHAT THE REAL PROBLEM IS . its only guesses, but the PAIN totally SUCKS .

you've changed alot boy.. you really did . in both appearance and attitude and all .. im fucking sad in the way you PRETEND . sometimes my heart tells me to TELL YOU . but should i ? what are the consequences ? alot .. seriously, i care quite alot abt the way people thinks of me.. call me EGOISTIC or whatever.. but should i tell you ? damn it.. damn you .. seriously.. i was a HAPPY-GO-LUCKY.. but now ?!? it was all the way you.. you was the cause of such stuffs to happen, in which im being EMO, SLITTING MYSELF, and CRYYY . and those dumdumb stuffs . haha, finding a stead ? replacement ? i cant afford to forget you, after what we had been through or done together.. its hard . WHEN CAN YOU EVER REALISE THAT YOU'RE HURTING ME EVERY SINGLE TIME .. seeing you so happy with other people, maybe you didnt even realise that i was actually exist and was SOMEONE IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE before .

URGHS . people change DRASTICALLY, especially you .

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Friday, July 13, 2007
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hoho . lazy update.. but due to some PERSUASIONs, i will ((: haha . okayokay . these few days, to school and all . been rushing through D&T and on the phone with NATASHA and sometimes, CONFERENCE WITH IKA ((: TUESDAY's training was alittle TIRINGG.. reached class, heard a FANTASTIC SHOCKING NEWS ! i was sooo OHMYGOD-ing . LOL . then D&T was irritating clara with CAPCAP thingy.. then the phrase that she always says to me . haha, its just FUN ! then MT fun.. and craps ((: blablabla . and yesterday reached home at 6pm .

WEDNESDAY, was TIRING ! reached school already soo tired . want to wake up also woke up at 6.40am . haha, reached class.. MR KHOO was like SO INTO me ?! haha, dont think differently.. he called out my name more than 10 times . ask me to answer most of the questions and he's being BIAS . i was talking to natasha, he scolds natasha . i talked to yanfang, he scold yanfang, i talked to malathe, he scolded malathe.. talk to FAZILLAH, who he scold ? FAZILLAH ! hahaha . then we made a plan.. want to make MR KHOO scold me.. so i was shouting and singing.. mr khoo, "SHAIKAH, pls ((:" haha . then mr lim came.. DAMN BORING . recess.. okaykay.. MR LIM again .wednesday = FOUR PERIODS OF maths . a new way, BY MAKING FUN OF HIS SPEECH, WE COULD ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND AND PAYS ATTENTION . and time pass fast too . LOL ! so try it ! he kept repeating the same damn thing and speech for the same method questions . LOL . and then, HE WALKED PASS OUR CLASS.. *faints* i was happy and kept laughing . LOL . so cute lahh ! erghs ! hah and MUSIC was seriously soooo FNNYYY ! the english was all so, MIXED UP ! back to class got ENGLISH TEST -.- everybody against it and we all crap . mr khoo went out and never reutrn back , 2 periods free and all we do is ,... CRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP ~

my hands are tired . im lazy to post stuffs . i forgot all the interesting stuffs to post.. nevermind.. if i remember.. i'll edit, if not, too bad lahh . and i got added in a conversation with alot of UNITIANS in it . nothing better to do uh ?! make my com lag onlyyy.. LOL . okaybyebye .

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Wednesday, July 11, 2007
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LOLOL . that super irritating assholic GANGSTERYY ahlian MEIJI aka MEI JUAN (=X hehe) asked me to post abt SATURDAY . fuck her right ? i know . waste my time only.. haha, well its for my own good too . supposedly, to meet up with that IRRITATING ASSHOLIC AHLIAN, meiji but she called me halfway to say that BLABLABLA . i was shocked .. okay, let me just type out the conversation ((:

MEIJI : shyySHYY ! turn back you confirm will see THEM !
me : chun bo ? (means:accurate or not 'inhokkienorcantonese') *slowly turn and saw SOULS* lol. "alright ! i saw them ! so now what ? you want to have a word with them or i shall SHOO them away ?" ((:
MEIJI : dont be a bitch !
me : im already am (: *interrupting halfway* LOL .
MEIJI : okay listen, i dont want them to know that you are still hanging around with me.. so just try to shoo them away can ? go SEXYHOTBABE !
me : i know i am ((: *beingshameless* lol. okay bye FCKER .
-puts down the phone-

here comes the ACTION ! btw, for those SOULS who were following me.. I KNOW YOU SURE READ MY BLOG ONE RIGGGHHHT ? good enough . here's something you should really know when messing around with AN ANGEL ; shaikah . so everything feels like as if im in a action movie.. haha . mission impossible eh ? exclude the WEAPONS, cool costumes & extraextra stuffs lahh.. so here it is ! i went inside the MRT and i could see THEM super clearly.. then i dropped at TIONG BAHRU.. run run run and they were chasing after me lahh.. and i quickly got up the bus and RIGHT IN THEIR FACE I showed middlefinger =X the bus was PACKED, so they were banging the door and i just.. tede . LOL . haha, not that action lah.. but its soo rare to happen in MRT STATIONS.. so to the people who were DUMB to follow an ANGEL.. this is what you get ((: dont ever try to be such an ass to FOLLOW me.. haha . you think you gangster i scared you uhh ? you dare come see me lahh.. no need to FOLLOWFOLLOW ppl de.. its like.. D-U-M-B . okay whatever . so you know how MEIJI & SHAIKAH work together now ? we just rawk like nobody could ((: thankew for wasting your time and enjoy punching your monitor after reading this post . bye [: miss you .. do follow me again ((: hahahahaha !

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Monday, July 09, 2007
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hello! today's school was okay-okay lahh . LESSONS WERE AS BORING AS PER NORMAL.. crapping with those HORNY ASSHOLES sitting around me is sure a fun thing.. and it does brighten me up.. as what GERVINA had said, OCCUPY MYSELF and DONT BE ALONE.. so i did ! and it does help.. when its quiet.. i'll talk to malathe and LUCKILY she joins me to crapcrap around, if not, im gonna cry like dont know what ass like that . LOL ! so SCIENCE was always NOT paying attention.. was busy daydreaming, talking and doing homework . haha, then when SCOTT walked pass our class.. you can sure hear whispers like "SCOTTSCOTTSCOTT" kinda thing.. and all the girls will be like turning another way or pushing their hairs . haha, its SUPER FUNNY when you see the REAL thingg.. haha . then MATHS ; yawns . mr Lim uses the LONGLONGLONG method when the problem can only be solve in 2 methods . and its all PRIMARY SCHOOLWORK lah pls, its all in PSLE . duh-uhh ~ then RECESS was just a LOL one . SHAIKAH IS A GOODGIRL CAUSE SHE GIVES HER SEAT TO THOSE WHO NEEDS IT MORE THAN HER ((: haha . those NEEDY people . LOL !

in class.. had HISTORYY.. seems boring although is fun, was crapping lahh.. MT ; SLEEPY but fun . TDAY, my MALAY improved ! i talked QUITE fluent in malay and when my friends asked those english words which are needed to translate in malay, ICOULDANSWERTHEM ! :D and going to the toilet with AMNAH is a fun thing (; haha . and also ! a factfact : AMNAH MAY SEEM INNOCENT, BUT SHE'S SOOO HORNYYY ! muahahaha . then back class, LIT . haha, MISS LIM rawks lahh.. she never scold, she just TALK ((: haha, i wasnt really do that classwork.. then she just yadayadayada <33 love her though (: haha . after sch, blablabla-ed for awhile.. had a talk with ILI and SAFWANAH if i got her name right.. i just got people's name mixed up . i think so lah . then after that went home . SHAIKAH IS A GOODGIRL CAUSE SHE REACHED HOME AT 3PM TODAY ! met HALIMA aka HANUKO (haha) its true that its quite AWKWARD to talk but we still did talk ((: so was busy calling ASSHOLES on the way too . reached home, BLAST MUSIC and SINGSING, DANCEDANCE and kaboom ! LOL . okaylah.. BYE . THENTHENTHEN ! my assholic SiStA came back and she talked about THE HIM . urghs, i shouted at her, "I TOLD YOU NOT TO TALK ABOUT HIM ALREADY RIGHT !!!!!" and i just ignored her and she said sorry and went to bath.. i was ALITTLE emo by then and wanted to cry, but i stopped myself and listen to songs that gave me a HIGH MOOD and DANCED around . LOL ! okay fine.. i will stay happy as long as i can . PROBLEMS IS WHAT EVERYBODY IS FACING.. but my problem.. this PARTICULAR love problem,.. WHEN CAN BE SOLVED ?!!! urghs . so frustrating .. FINE ! i shall stop BRAGGING about it . LOL , shall do my D&T now.. peoplE stressing abt it, CONFIRM ITS GONNA BE IRRITATING . erghs, FUCKTARD! bye !

- whenever i see you, my heart would beat fast . to approach or to ignore ? i still love you . -

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Monday, July 09, 2007
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nothing much to post . today just suck . i was very moody and emo and everytime crycrycry.. not really ALOT but some.. recess time cried.. science also.. then after school and all . luckily during training i wasnt THAT moody ((: thanks to those FRIENDS who showed concern and care.. like NATASHA <3 and all . okay ! some outdated pics !


US . working during the HAPPY TOILET THINGYY.. lol





this was scrapped off . *stabs heart*



was just showing off our GLOVES . lol.


my rawking family star ?! HAHA .


OKAY. lastly, a picture which is quite sweeet


Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Friday, July 06, 2007
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heyy . science and english was really DRAGGYYY ! how i hate that both TEACHERS !! mother tongue was the only thing that is quite fun.. 3 periods of it seperately . then during english.. i was like sooooo damn BORED that i started to do crazy stuffs like calling my own name out loud and disturbing those RETARDS . lol. too boring lahh ~ then swimming .. i convinced two GIRLYGIRLS to swim ((: thank me lah you both ! tsktsktsk . and stayed for awhile after swimming . slide, bullying and all and HOME .

reached home, nobody was home . i was all alone . when i on the com, my wallpaper was OUR picture . i was totally MOODLESS . then i decided to see my folder with pictures and eveything came back again . our pictures together.. those fun and all . and i was playing a song that REALLYREALLYREALLY suits ME in this situation . i cried like hell lot . then i kept playing the song like 5 or 6 times and crycrycry . my keyboard was all wet with my tears.. then i thought of something STUPID again ; SLITTING . urghs, dumb, NO ! but i didnt do it . so GERVINA talked to me around and all . she really touched me with her WORDS and PERSONAL MESSAGE lahh . wanna know what's her PM ? its "IF YOU CRY , I'LL CRY WITH YOU :] I LOVE YOU SHAIKAH [:" so touched lah can . aww,, i love you too GERVINA ((: then soon, i wasnt alone anymore.. i quickly went to the toilet and wipe all my tears and pretended that nothing had happened . thats all . im sure this isnt the last time that i gonna cry like ALOT . haaaiz.. i didnt like to be EMO and all . URGHS . bye lah !

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*Thursday, July 05, 2007
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they, (nat, faz, mala) said that i shall forget THE HIM . i tried veryvery super uber hard to do it, but i just can't ! its difficult guys . i asked them for SOLUTIONS in order to forget someone.. they gave ideas that i had done.. i seriously need to forget this GUYYYY ! find a replacement ? there's no use.. you wont feel ANY better .. but maybe i shall try . anybody wants me ? LOLOLOL . whatever it is,.. its hard to forget him cause i love him too much .. so,

PLEASE ! anybody out there can give me a solution to forget someone ? just anybody ! just tag me or chat with me in MSN . i reallyreally seriously need to forget him before i go berserk . be kind and help this LOST SOUL here )): thankyou . {so much for my happy ending}

Question of the day : HOW TO FORGET SOMEONE ?

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Wednesday, July 04, 2007
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hello . SHAIKAH IS A GOOD GIRL . SHE WENT BACK AT 4PM TODAY ((: haha, okayy . today, i came late to school . as always.. im always super late but i never get CAUGHT *winks* and meiqi & desiree were late .. ohh, MY DARLINGSSS ! lolol . reached class.. then argueargue with mr khoo as always and all . then i dont know how, but somehow i got alittle emo . or i can say.. NAT, FAZ and me . they saw me emo, they emo too . then they were talking abt stuffs and it made me cry . yeahhs, i cried in class during CE lessons.. thanks to MALA, FAZ and NAT for being there ((: so i cooled down a little and we all sang together.. haha.. a sad song though.. now i know what song to listen to when i really need to CRY . then i felt better and continued with 2 periods of MATHS . URGHS.. ryan wasnt being a coward mr lim.. he's so brave and i support him . yah, ryan got shouted at right in front of his face.. CONFIRM mr lim's breath STINKS rightt RYAN ? lolol . then recess and 2 PERIODS OF MATHS AGAAAAAIN ! wednesdays sucks! so during lesson, we just crap but i listen and paid attention too . and mr lim just finds fault with ALMOST everyone in the class today.. and.. HE DOUBTS ME ! urghs . forget it . when the bell rang.. i was soooo happyy and screamed ! HAHA .

then went for MUSIC and SERAH & PUI HIAN kept tickling me and all . haha, serah produces GREAAAAT "tatoos" haha . it was all over my leg . nice though . after music went back to class . crapcrapcrap and A HUNK GOT IN . not really THAT cute.. but he look soo.. HUNKYYY ! ohh.. he's hawt ! *faints* after sch, nt really in a good mood.. so slack and crapped for awhile before heading home . so reached home at 4pm ((: early huh ? hehee, okaybyebye .

and remember.. SHAIKAH IS A GOOD GIRL [:

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*Wednesday, July 04, 2007
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hellow BABIs ((: haha . anyway.. not been updating yah .. this is call laziness . just a rough one . SATURDAY night went to watch a midnight movie after soccer SINGAPORE vs AUSTRALIA which really pisses us all off . nevermind..then my stepmom somemore.. URGHS ! let's not talk abt it . so after the movie.. we went to MACS ! haha, 24 hours right.. so we just eateateat and crapcrapcrap . then reached home at 2am . watched JANICE DICKINSON's modelling show and followed by STOMP THE YARD (dvd) . haha, was dancing all the way . that movie is SUPERB ! so went to sleep at around 5.30am . next day, woke up, watched EPIC MOVIE (dvd) which is soo LOL ! then too tired, took a nap . SHOULDNT HAD TOOK THAT NAP ! then went out for awhile.. then do my DNT until 2.30am . sleep, woke up . (MONDAY) watched TRANSFORMERS with MARY-YAM ! my ex-schoolmate . haha, FUN MOVIE ! the sounds and everything .. is GREATTT ! the movie is LONG though.. but FUN ! "FARAH ! transformers just rawks ! the sounds and effects and all" haha . then reached home.. did DNT all the way till 12am . then 12am printer no ink.. completely SUAY ! then stopped and did my MALAY COMPO . sleep .

today, tuesday, woke up early for training . then wasnt really in the mood cause i was too tired ! haha, but after that, i felt okay. and crapped around and irritate FARAH abt the TRANSFORMERS thingyy . then back to class.. stuffs happened . PHRASE OF THE DAY : SHAIKAH IS SUFFERING FROM SELF-OBSESSED // SHAIKAH IS A GOOD GIRL // SHAIKAH THE HOTTIE haha . those were the phrases that i always shout randomly . LOL, then sing here and there . was quite HIGH today . lessons sucks . after school had the maths test but we all purposely came late at 2.50pm instead of 2.20pm . but i still completed the paper . guess who's the TEACHER in charge.. MR LIAWWWWW ! hahahaa . okay whatever . byebye .

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Tuesday, July 03, 2007
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