MISS SHAIKAH
13.o1.94
Officially 13
Arab_Chinese_Pakistan
EX-concordian
Unitian
Crazy
Irritating
Mysterious
Vain
Weird
Crazy about CHARMED
Laughing Disease
§ MY BELIEVE §
Stuff that you don't know about me.=XX
Not brave enough to order food.(OVERCOMED)
Scared to bath w/o lights on although its a sunny day .=X
Scared to sleep w/o lights .=X
Takes more then 30 mins bathing .=X
Hates incline pull up. eews .
HATES TO BE WRONGLY ACCUSED !
Enjoy blackouts when with family =)
listening to some stupid songs plus typing out MY DIARY . yah, i have my own personal diary which i keep inside my thumbdrive .. anyway.. SOON, my eyes teared . oh fuck lah can ! seriously, i HATE to be SAD & EMO and all those stupid stupid stuffs . but seriously.. we can't run from some FUCKED UP probs can we ? sometimes i just wish to DIE and ENJOY or SUFFER in after life thingy.. lol, i know it sounds stupid.. but i just dont want to be in this stupid world with SUCH problems .. you know what ?! seeing you will ERASE those smiles that i was having at my face.. i didnt know to ignore or to at least say HI to you whenever i saw you .. i PURPOSELY avoid you cause i didnt know what to do upon seeing you.. YES, i was HIGH, HYPER and SUPER HAPPY when with my other friends... but NOBODY REALLY KNOWS WHAT IM FACING AND WHAT THE REAL PROBLEM IS . its only guesses, but the PAIN totally SUCKS .
you've changed alot boy.. you really did . in both appearance and attitude and all .. im fucking sad in the way you PRETEND . sometimes my heart tells me to TELL YOU . but should i ? what are the consequences ? alot .. seriously, i care quite alot abt the way people thinks of me.. call me EGOISTIC or whatever.. but should i tell you ? damn it.. damn you .. seriously.. i was a HAPPY-GO-LUCKY.. but now ?!? it was all the way you.. you was the cause of such stuffs to happen, in which im being EMO, SLITTING MYSELF, and CRYYY . and those dumdumb stuffs . haha, finding a stead ? replacement ? i cant afford to forget you, after what we had been through or done together.. its hard . WHEN CAN YOU EVER REALISE THAT YOU'RE HURTING ME EVERY SINGLE TIME .. seeing you so happy with other people, maybe you didnt even realise that i was actually exist and was SOMEONE IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE before .
URGHS . people change DRASTICALLY, especially you .
If you hate me, i can't stop you. But please don't be such a coward to criticize or spam my blog without letting me know who you are. I would love to know my haters. Last but not least, If you hate me, i'll just take it as you are just jealous of me. =) okay ? SO think twice before you do anything. Thank you and Enjoy your stay.