MISS SHAIKAH
13.o1.94
Officially 13
Arab_Chinese_Pakistan
EX-concordian
Unitian
Crazy
Irritating
Mysterious
Vain
Weird
Crazy about CHARMED
Laughing Disease
§ MY BELIEVE §
Stuff that you don't know about me.=XX
Not brave enough to order food.(OVERCOMED)
Scared to bath w/o lights on although its a sunny day .=X
Scared to sleep w/o lights .=X
Takes more then 30 mins bathing .=X
Hates incline pull up. eews .
HATES TO BE WRONGLY ACCUSED !
Enjoy blackouts when with family =)
OKAY FINE ! i cant take it anymore, i think i should just let it out . DONT READ PEOPLE !
well, if i know this would happen, i won't be saying NO or just treat you like a FRIEND everytime you were there . i guess im being, SELFISH . yepps, that's a very nice word to describe me in THIS situation ; selfish . what more can i ask for ? i just want YOU to be with me like the old times . after reading the posts and knowing the truth, i sat on the couch in my balcony and just look outside the window thinking abt THOSE moments that we had together . and yeah, i cried knowing that i had lost those moments which i reaally LOVE . and now, im not THAT BUSY like i used to when i was when you were CLOSE to me . where are those promises that you made before ? and you're accusing me of neglecting you ? like HELLO, who neglects who first . i just wonder, reaally reaally wonder, who am i to you ? was that post referring to me ? I DONT KNOW . what i know now is, those were the empty promises . maybe it was me who made you do this way, but i reallyreally LOVE you and this isnt a joke . i just realised that i LOVE you more than anybody else, excluding my family that is . but this FACT is reaally killing me, i nearlynearlynearly SLIT myself because of TEMPTATIONS and A WAY TO LET EVERYTHING GO, but i hold cause i dont wanna break anymore promises . sigh, boy, will you be the boy that i knew before ? the caring, thoughtful and the boy that makes me feel that im the luckiest girl on earth . i really hope that we can be as CLOSE as before, haha, what am i thinking ? you're already popular among the girls am i right ? well, perhaps im nothing to you already, despite those promises that you made, i guess im totally nothing . JUST ANOTHER HUMAN BEING THAT YOU KNOW . hahs, that's a total DIFFERENCE with the person i know last time and now . i just wish you could come back to a person whom you are, i know im selfish but.. this is enough to kill me . maybe i shan't ask for much, but i just want you to remember WHO made you into the way you are now . i cant change your feelings anymore, but if you really did, i will gladly say YES ! *smile* but i guess that will only happen in my dream, maybe i should LOVE you secretly AGAAAAIN~ i want the OLD you, please! i want you to say "ACTUALLY, I LIKE YOU" again&again like what YOU DID the previous time, can you like me back, i know i sound like one BIG DESPO, but.. i guess this is what LOVE reaally is, sigh. lastly, can we be as close, and a complete same person as last time ? .. im just hoping my love, i dont wanna be ONLY FRIENDS with you.. therefore, can i be yours again ?
If you hate me, i can't stop you. But please don't be such a coward to criticize or spam my blog without letting me know who you are. I would love to know my haters. Last but not least, If you hate me, i'll just take it as you are just jealous of me. =) okay ? SO think twice before you do anything. Thank you and Enjoy your stay.