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MISS SHAIKAH
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•HATES TO BE WRONGLY ACCUSED !
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Hello ! Shall do a short post as its 11.45PM ! i gotta sleep soon . *posting for the sake of SOMEONE who wants me to post . LOL . Okaay, firstly, sorry for not posting yesterday (30thjanuary) REASON : bussy and lazy . =) what happened yesterday was basically NOTHING, just normal crapping and slacking in classsss. LOL , im just FORTUNATE to have Ryan and Azfar to sit in front of me and Desiree and Sujun to sit behind me and MALA, beside me =) they all have ALMOST the same attitude as me,.. woo.. So after school went to have lunch with DAVEDAVEDAVEDAVE at causeway and then got this MINAH-MINAHS (malaygirls) who sat beside me and kept looking at me.. I REALLY HATE THAT OK ! i hate it when someone look at me continously and bla bla bla . even dave realised that she was looking at me . DIIAOS . i quickly eat and grabbed my bag and get out of that place . the sight of her disgusts me .. so after that tedetede with DAVE and went home . Spent the day playing AUDITION yesterday and at night doing ART and Home Econ , BOTH have to draw and colourr.. SIIANS . Let's get going about todaaay. Woke up, lalalala and reached the class.. disturb-ed this kinda people and sang the national anthem . A group who were sitting at the back was laughing about SOMETHING during the national anthem and suddenly AFTER the whole damn song, this teacher came up to LV1/6 and was like calling those who laughed and talked during the national anthem to meet MR SCOTT CHEW . the rest were like scaaared, so me and RYAN just OWNED ourself up and went to meet SCOTT . was damn toooooooooooooooooot can !!! he was like bla bla bla and kept pointing his damn EFFING finger right in front of my face . i just felt like PUNCHING his bloody face man ! EVEN MY FATHER HAD NOT DID THAT BEFORE ! WHO ARE YOU TO POINT YOUR DAMN FINGER RIGHT INTO MY FACE, JERK ?! in anger, i just stared RIGHT into his EFFING eyes ! he's just a disgusting element . he bla bla bla-ed and soo many rules la him .. SHout here and there . Sian lorr.. and had some punishments . YAAAWNS . went back to class and everybody is like asking me what happen what happen . LOL, and they thanked me cause i SAVE-ED them . cause i own-ed myself up and SCOTT thought that its only me and ryan who had play a fool during the national anthem . Whatever CRAP laa.. then SPEECH AND DRAMA lesson . and followed by that BO LIAO'S lesson . his lesssons are soo damn boring caaaaaaaaaaaaan !!! then weeeeeeeees, RECESSSS . blablabla-ed and was like crapping and playing with RYAN in the auditorium, his fingers can just get ANYWHERE . hahaha then we kept 'staring' at that 'chairperson' LOL and went for HOME ECON ! weee, venus was sick halfway, so helped her to the sick bay and settling some stuff.. did sandwhich in the home ec. classs.. some of the girls were gossiping about that DAMN SHEEEEENA .. hahaha, she is just some kinda CRAZY . as in MENTAL CASE . will update you more later . Then crapped with Azfar as usual . And 'fighting' plus 'teasing' with IQBAL . haha, he blamed me cause im not his partner for HOME EC . ? and he got to partner that SHEEENA . hahaha, serve him right ! LOL , then did the sandwich thingy and CLARA makes a good partner . =) then went back to claasss and MR VJ was fuming mad . He even called someone in my class BIMBO ?! haha, then bla bla bla and science lesson just spent it talking and crapping with the people around me . HAHA, especially AZFAAARRR.. after science, had MT.. HAHA, again, i just sucks in malay can ! i should have took mandarin right from the start laaa, at least its better than malay .. blueks . NVM ! what's done cannot be undone and lets just work for the best in MALAY language and there's malay test tomorrow.. haha, wish me luck ! after mt, stayed back in the HOME EC LAB and ate that sandwich that we made . haha, iqbal was angry with SHEEENA and WANYI and kept saying vulgars that almost made me POOOF out my MILK . (nono, we bought a carton of HL milk . its not what you're thinking ) haha and alot of things happen laa, lazy to type . Okies , its 12.10AM nowww.. i gotta sleeeeep ! aniwaez, SINGAPORE VS THAILAND AND SINGAPORE WON ! YAAAAAAAYS ! thailand football players are such sore losers . You'll know why if you watch . Okies, will update tomorrow. BYEBYE .

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Wednesday, January 31, 2007
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WHEEES . ehlo . FIRSTLY, sorry for NOT posting yesterday (sunday) . basically, spent the day doing homework . Halfway of the homework went down to the void deck and te de tede . Then went back up and continue . Then halfway again went to lot 1, then came up back and continued my homework, in the end, slept at 12.30am completing my homework plus packing up my bag . haha, thought i had done my homework finish, then the next day in the morning at 6.30am, i realised i forgot to do that idiotic MATHEMATICS homework . haha, so went to rush and went off to school . was really daaaamn sleepy in bus and MRT . but persevere-ed and reached class . bla bla bla-ed and ryan exchange place is AFIKAH and that makes him sit in front of me . LOL and AZFAR is sooo entertaining can ! LOL, thanks for that 'entertainment' AZFAR . had recess and spent it with like BOTH DAVE AND RYAN . haha .. and HORNY EYES kept looking at US . Dont know what happen to herr, then went back to class and me, ryan, 1/5 boy and GRACE were like trying to kill that mosquito+spider insect . hahaha, and went back to class and i didnt even paid attention la actually . Just feeeeeling daaam sleeeeepy . and i realised that MALA can be my pillow,.. LOL . then crap crap crap with EVERYBODY and FAZILAH sabo-ed me ! urrggghs .. so i had to talk in front of class about 'my favourite story' . First place, i dont even read storybooks . so i just talked about the LOVE STORY that i had read like a few months back . LOL, so when i said 'love story' , everyone goes woooo.. HAHA .whateverr then me and ryan did something EVIL to MR KHOOO, sorry cherr.. =pp so went for our break together and lot of things happened laa.. LAZY TO TYPE . then up to the MEETING thingy and im sooo damn tired and sleepy when i was in the meeting room . Quite a number of things need to do as my role .. and AT LAST, dismissed . Went for training and it was ok,.. only need to improve on my jumping . JUMP JUMP JUMP ! ran about 20+ laps IN TOTAL . Worn out and finally, training is overr.. so some of the sec1s just crap crap crap crap crap non stop . Especially the CORNIES ; me and IKA . lol . will post the video up maybe around tomorrow.. so watch out for that CRAP video . currently having MIGRAIN (lol) my head hurttss.. and i still have that PIECE OF SHIT ART to dooo !!! walanehh ! *rubs eyes* okay laa, aniwaez, im like addicted to AUDITION !! walau, i already made a vow NOT to get addicted to it, and its all because of THAT DAVE LARHHS ! seeee laa, now im addicted alreadieeeee.. urrggghs ! OKay laa, see ya around, need to have some rest and do my homework after that, HELL LOT . aniwaez, EXCITED FOR MT CLASS TOMORROW . MT CLASS = CRAPPING TIME ! hahaha ok la, gtg gtg gtg gtg ! BUAIISH BUAIISH ! =)

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Monday, January 29, 2007
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HELOW. just watched SOCCER ; singapore vs malaysia and SINGAPORE won in the PENALTY KICK thingy . Screamed like mad till no voice. LOLies. aniwaez, went to VIVIEN'S party todaaaay . met up with DAVE and we went TOGETHER . reached and saw my EX-CLASSMATES and my EX-ADMIRER was there . LOL . dont think he like me anymore la.. LOL . *shameless* so reached there and talked for awhile then went down with the rest . It was drizzling so me and dave just sit at the benches while watching the other boys playing . While watching, me and dave talk talk and we te de te de and did some EVIL and CHEEKY stuff ?! LOL . then time to go back to the house for some CAKES . saw some of VIVIEN'S church friends and they all were shaking mine and dave's hands . LOL . so just go ahead with the ICE CREAM CAKE and comments about the cake ? LET'S just keep quiet about it . Then crapped in the house and ate some KFC and PIZZA HUT. then went down and played BASKETBALL . yeahhs, funfunfun . I wasn't properly dressed anyway . while playing, SHI WEI fell down and hurt his EYEBROW . blood everywhere at his face . WE WERE ALL STUNNED . lol and just let him rest and continued playing . oh ya, while playing, some FFFF-ing IDIOTS throwing plastic filled with water and WET TISSUES down . We were all like WTF ! and i screamed at those losers who had no brain . Cant be bothered and we just continued playing .. I did 10 pumping for the punishment of the game and my dearie DAVE had to do 15 . LOL , fun game afterall . Went to send this kinda people and home and the housing estate around CCK near lot 1 there is soo creeepy canns ! its dark and quiet . scaaary.. i just stood close with EVERYONE and te de te de te de . Made our way to LOT 1 and in the end left me and dave together . I ate my dinner and dave drank SWEETALK . went home after that . fun trip la today . aniwaez, thought of break up with RYAN . LOLies . and continue my relationship with DAVE ? hahahahahaha ,.. okay la, gonna join my dave at AUDITION . so see ya all next time . AND happy birthday to VIVIEN aka THE FLOWERIE AUNTIE . =)

P.S : : : I LOVE DAVE !

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Saturday, January 27, 2007
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LOW LOW ! lol, thought of loggging off just now but then i SACRIFICE my time and post for my faithful readers. LOL . ABOUT TODAAY . woke up and bla bla bla-ed . on the way to school, a guy from Regent Sec actually asked me for my numberr. LOL in a group ahh, as per normal and always the same speech, "my friend there likes you and want to ask you for number.. can gimme ?" LOL i was like stunned and i said, "errm,, sorry can't. =) " i just walk off and there shouted, "okaay, nevermind, we will sure get your number one day!" LOL , i just walk .. then reached class and joined my FAMILY . LOL, then had maths and i was like 'scolded' by LIM BO LIAO . i was just praying that he wont check my file, but then my name was the FIRST that he announced . i havent done my corrections and my worksheets are all over the place . LOL, give that damn file to him and he bla bla bla . went back to my place and do those stuff and then gave him back and he bla bla bla . So went back again to my place and he was like still not satisfied i think and he bla bla bla .. sians.. next was MT and my laughted had been made fun of. LOL, if you know me well, you should know how WEIRD i laugh rightt.. so just now was learning about some malay words to describe laughter and everybody was like, 'shaikaaaah' aahaha.. and the girls at the back that were AMNAH, FAZILAH, FALAH AND ME were laughing at ME cause i was stupid and dont even understand what's the meaning of 'karangan' (composition), i know how to do but i dont understand the meaning . So when my teacher explained, i was the only one to say, 'ohhh' and we just burst into laughter and got crazy about it . i laughed till i cried . My teacher was laughing too.. hahaha and then went back to class and had geography . i just love doing Mapwork ! =D then got the assignments already so its just waiting for me to do it . Then had recess and my FAMILY sat together . i had 2 nu'er and was feeling real odd when people called me MUMMY . ahaa so rearranged but no time then recess overr.. again that student councillor, SUFIA, SCREAMED in the hall again . hahaha, "move up ! keep quiet and sit down !" LOL had SCIENCE . he gave sooo many homework page 15-25 . LOL. then had ENGLISH lesson after that . LOL ! there's MIND MAP test and i was very blurr in it . I didnt paid attention while MR KHOO going through the mind map thing. SEE LAA, RETRIBUTION ! haha, then met ms kom and then went to the cafeteria and there's where the nonsense stuff started. we just craaaaaaped all day long like nobody's bussinesss . COACH had his nail painted. LOL, he look 'sexy' . LOLies . then went for the match and it rawks . Its just fun to watch and screeeeam, although me and IKA screamed too loud, but we are just soo damn happy okaaay ! GOODIE JOBBIE GIRLIES ! =) ALOT of things happened to me and IKA at RIVERVALLEY and its like soo damn funnyy... soo,.. went back to sch after and went to MAC . i asked ika to help me put my ENGLISH book in her backpack and we kept reminding each other to take it back before we seperated.. and sheeet ! IN THE END, we forgotten all about it . haha that CORNY partner of mine . LOL aniwaez, while eating at mac, IKA's godbro like wanna join us and get to know about US. that's meee... =) LOL . but in the end, CANCEL. next time ok IKA ?! and then on the way back home, WE CONQUER the whole MRT . not whole MRT arh, only two rows of chairs. there wasnt anyone, so we just lie down on the row of chairs. hahah, funny funny, aiyah alot of things happen la, and SOME PEOPLE EVEN SUSPECT ME AND IKA LESBIANS ! -.- .. LOL , we're not okaay ! we like BOYS, YES BOYSSSs ! bleahhs , gotta go noww.. will post again tomorrow ! got a birthday party tmr and dont know what pressie to buy for that FLOWERIE VIVIEN . lol . okok, SUPERNATURAL STARTED ! bye !

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Friday, January 26, 2007
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ELLO ! DAAAAAMN tired laaaaaa ! yesterday night me and my sis cried together cause we are too stress .. LOL . secondary school and primary is just totally different. i havent fully adapt to sec sch life yett and yesterday was damn tired and maths homework just sux .. so i cried together with sis cause of stresssss LOL next ady woke up reluctantly again and nowadays im hot tempered to my dad and stepmom . dont know why.. and then drink a small cup of coffee and left for school . was early today. came in and saw natasha and ryan being emo . LOL, then ryan came up to me and bla bla bla . Looking at them emo-ing, i joined them and played some songs in my phone . bla bla bla-ed and went for PE . push-ups, sit-ups, 5 rounds of running and i ran without stopping !! great achievment ! yay yay yay ! after running, ryan and chen lu went to the pull up place and did some pull ups. while ryan was doing, everybody was like, 'try to impress shaikah try to impress shaikah' LOL i just laughed and watched him do it . while he was doing it, everybody went 'kiss him kiss him kiss him' almost the who class did that . and i was blushing . LOL did crazy stuffs with the girls and then back to class for CE lesson. FALAH reminded me of MIKE and i was like starting to miss him. i almost cried okaaaaay ! lol then serah came up to me and so called as console-ed me . i didnt know that there's LIT test today and whatever i wrote are crap ! then RECESS and SCOTT didnt come todaaay . LOL there's MT after recess and i crapped with IKA AND NANA . lolies. was beaten here and there . IKA was daaaaamn disgusting plus funny . haha and i talked english to my malay teacher ? LOL . back to class did some GEOGRAPHY . then maths and bla bla bla . stayed back and didnt go back with ryan . Sorry dude . then went to yew tee with my MEIMEIsss ; SERAH AND NATASHA . and me and natasha laughed till our face burst. soon after serah joined us . We laughed like nobody's bussiness and i even bumped into an AH PEK . lol laugh laugh laugh and we are like sooo pervertic and disgusting just now ! example : today's sperm is soo chewy . HAHA, and we just crap about m2m . LOL ! went back to school and met up with chen lu, fazilah, falah and ika . they all joined being perverts with us and i just cant stop laughing ! lol soon after, falah, chen lu and ika gotta go home . Sad . but we continued to craaaap . AZFAR joined us ! weee.. LOL . took crazy videos and i will put it up in my blog soon ok .. Took pics and stuffs. all will be up tomorrow ! crapped for about 2-3 hours and we just leave our rubbish there and let AZFAR to clean it up . And that azfar just ignored and ran together with us. then when we want to go already, met JATISH (chairperson) . my stupid big mouth go and talk about the mess that we left and JATISH asked us to go back and pick up the litters. walaauuu .. ahaha then went home and i had to meet this kinda people at woodlands. so cant pei serah to cck . Sorrry mei ! so on the same MRT with NATASHA and FAZILAH. each of us have to alight at different stops and thats it . LOL . and just came back at 7.45pm just now . was daaaamn tired . might be sleeping soon . i dumpED my homework one side and tomorrow going to school WITHOUT doing it . Just what the normal SHAIKAH will do . =) okie dokie, im gonna go to school earlier toomorrow . Wanna join NATASHA to be EMO . then SERAH mei wants me to come early. hope i can wake up tomorrow . oh ya, yesterday while buying bubble tea with my sis and ROSIE, there's two NCCboys staring and smiling at me . LOL, then my sis suspected something . LOL and something like disgusting happen today and it concern the MATMAT again ! Dont know from which school . when they walked pass me, they were like, kept saying hi to me . i just walked pass them and from behind they were like taking turns to say hi to me . there are three of them. haha . creeepy. ok la AZFAR is being crazy in MSN now and i gotta go for now . lazy to type what actually happen today. haha, so next time la okaaay . see ya all soon and may god bless you . BUAIISHH ! (9.10pm)

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Thursday, January 25, 2007
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Hello ! ohh godd, what a tiring tiring daay . Its only WEDNESDAY and there's left with 2 more school days ! and its like going to be a month of my sickness ! im still sick. COUGH COUGH COUGH . and maybe alittle bit of flu. just a little bit . Aniwaez, QUITE a number of things happen todaaay. firstly, SINGAPORE VS MALAYSIA soccer yesterday night was like sooo obvious that the REFEREE is being bribed. well maybe not, but, obivously, referee is not on the SINGAPORE side, always giving yellow care and even a red card to singapore players. But its a draw anyway, soo hecck care. and i did my homework RELUCTANTLY . especially that DNT . LOL . so after that, went to sleep and dream about some NICE STUFFFFSS.. <3>

Next daay during S&D class, Iqbal kept saying/asking, "eh, why are you and ryan always together ?" and the whole class goes, .. woooooooooo . LOL . and alot of things happened during speech and drama lessons. after that there's a big space as the tables and chairs were moved to the side, CHEN LU and RYAN fight ? as in those kidding fight and CHEN LU PUSHED RYAN AND HE FELL WITH A LOUD BOOM ! haha, then me and serah was like, "YOUR chen lu pushed MY ryan !" then serah goes, "eh, YOUR ryan fight with MY chen lu first okaay !" hahaha and its fun . aniwaez, MR KHOO asked me to sit back at my original place, and not beside RYAN . so while changing the places, RYAN was like, "please teacher. let her seat here arhh.." lol and was like giving me that sad face. HAHA, the class was like,.. woooo.. ahaha and he helped me to carry my stuffs and then after that we had MATHS and its sooo damn boring canns ?! me and ryan wasnt really paying attention . haha, we were passing messages . and then came recess. LOL had a walk with dave around the school discusssing about some stuff,.. soon later, went to the canteeen and together with my 'FAMILY' . lol . RYAN was sweet as he actually find a chair for me and let me seat . In fact, he should be the one who have to seat cause he's eating while im not . I kept giving him and he didnt seat on it and just pull my hand to seat on it . so i just seat . Had some talks with my MEIMEISS and BROTHERINLAW was nowhere to be found, poor serah .. lol. so upto the AUDITORIUM and RYAN sat beside me again . i took out my specs and 'pushed' my fringe to the back . LOL, and when i took out my specs,.. RYAN said, " you look cute when you werent wearing your specs. " i WAS BLUSHING OKAAAY . haha and i had to go for home econ while he have to go for DNT. we were seperateddd.. but i didnt know that my MEIMEIS were in home econ too. So crapped in there and that IQBALL !! i really want to kill him just now ! grrr ... and dismissed and i pissed SERAH off.. she's a bit sensitive actually . LOL, didnt know that she could get angry because of that . After that had SCIENCE . sat beside ryan as he already put the chair beside him . LOL, and we talk talk talk at the back . SCIENCE IS ALWAYS BAAAAAWRING ! and then MT, suddenly felt sooo sleepy and moody . So didnt talk much to FALAH, FAZILAH, SITI and IQBAL . just do my work and smsing and resting . then back to class, put books and SERAH apologised to me and i did too and we are now ok. LOL , and then down to the cafeteria to meet up with COACH. and the biggest mistake in my whole life, LET HIM SEE MY PHONE . and and and, he saw my messages and you know what happens after that . LOL . i didnt have my lunch yet okaaaY ! and after that "talk" with coach and friends, we RUSHED up to the class and i was damn PISSED OFF and ANGRY at someone . I just threw tantrum in class and those words just came out of my mouth ! RYAN was angry too and he did some stuff in the class just nw . violent ! LOL . we had that stupid damn extra class for CORRECTIONS just now and its so damn boring . Me AND RYAN being MUSHY at the back of the class . LOL =X funny anyway . and bla bla bla and ryan was angry with my coach cause coach asked me to shoot goals everyday. HAHA . relaxx maan ! and then i changed and ryan wait for me outside toilet while i change and then go for NETBALL training . and and and, NETBALL TRAINING HAD ENDED. -.- . so just play play play around with this kinda people and stuff. haaaaiz ! and alot alot alot of rumours plus gossips are happening in class about me and RYAN . and they claimed that its 'the talk of the town' -.- ! diiaos . haaiz after that treated grace some stuff and chat here and there and went back home . Reached bus stop and my sis and NORAZILAH aka ROSIE was there too.. so we just walked around and crapped and drinking the bubble tea. haha, still have alot of MATHS homework to do now and im damn tired okaaay ! ok la, aniwaez, i didnt ate anything today ! morning = NESTUM DRINK . recess = nothing . lunch = nothing . break = iced milo home = BUBBLE TEA . haha, currently on a diet since last year. =) haha, ok la, my dad is being noisy asking me to eat eat eat . SO i guess im gonna eat now and laugh at some american idol contestants . LOL , so see ya and wish me luck tomorrow . =) buaiish ! and do tag . =) (8.50pm)

**ohh ya, might be going back to CONCORD PRIMARY SCHOOL to meet up with some teachers. any ex-concordians wanna join ? its a maybe laa, so anything just message me aites. =)

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Wednesday, January 24, 2007
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Hello blanks and PISANG PANAS ! =) lol and also those who are reading this post . Whole day being TEASED AT ! well firstly, my previous post was CRAZY. so just ignore it,.. i already deleted it . Anyway, today school started late . and i was quite happy when i was on the way to school as i saw a veryy SHUAI chinese boy in the bus 300 in the morning just now . I stood in front of him and was like, OHH MYYY,.. cute ! haha, and when i reached class, RYAN is nowhere to be found . its like about 4 boys was sent to the DM for some scolding and RYAN was one of them . They got demerit pointsss.. and LUCKILY i came a little late today and didnt have to face SCOTT . He was in my class today and pointing out those who have discipline probs, especially with SPECTACLES . lol, almost all my friends have to change their SPECS . haha, if i were there earlier,.. i would get caught about my hair and specs . so its just a close SHAVE for me. so had lessons, and ART was the first three periods.. DAMN SIAN ! was crapping with THE DANGER DESIREE.. lol, and then came RECESS . lol . alot of funny things happened . and i threw a SANDWICH awaaaay.. WASTE FOOD RIGHT ?! still brooding over it . LOL . went back up the hall and had MT . didnt do my mother tongue homework =X, but teacher DONT mind . =) then had the MOST boring lesson ever, SCIENCE . Ryan kept asking me to sit beside him in class,.. so just to cut short some story, i moved my chair to the table beside him and SAT with him . my GIRLS classmate was already giving me that kinda CHEEKY face . ESPECIALLY, VENUS AND CLARA ! grrr.. they purposely pushed their tables nearer to each other and told me and RYAN , "PLEASE FOLLOW THE ROWS. ALLIGN YOUR TABLES" lol, and me and ryan was like quite close to each other.. haha, sounds interesting eh . LOL, and we didnt really concentrate. We just passing paper to each other writing those kinda things at the paper . haha, secret secret . then ENGLISH time and blablabla . someone actually slept in the class . LOL . her face was damn funny, should had taken a pic of it . SHUCKS ! and suddenly MR KHOO went saying that there's MIND MAP test TOMORROW . i was like, SHEEET ! i didnt paid attention . =X tomorrow DEAD . so after school had a great time crap crap crap and.. crap . i didnt even realised that FALAH had went home. what kinda bad friend am i ?! naughty naughty shaikah . LOL so there were THREE COUPLES THERE . lol . That's what one of the girls said just now . Chen Lu & Sarah . Ryan & Shaikah . Fazilah & Ika (LESBIAN) . LOL . and the seniors came over and bla bla bla . LOL . and we played truth or dare . LOL, i had a dare and i shall not post it here if not,.. TONGUES MIGHT WAAAG. lol . saw those bitches and i was like , " KOR(chenlu) ! RYAN ! protect us ! " LOL . but after tht, i like, dont give a damn abt them and i think they dont too . LOL . went home together with CHENLUKORKOR and IKA . got onto the bus and i think i saw SHIYU . LOL , i was on the phone so didnt 'aknowledge' her . LOL . reached home and chatted with DAVE on the phone whole evening . some people said i two-timing . -.- , its supposed to be THREE-TIMING . =) (haha) and,.. when i said, "farah, i stead with RYAN leh !" i was only KIDDING and i wanted to see her expression when i told her that . But instead, she took it for real . dont think she heard me saying "kidding" after that . haaizz.. LOL . and and and, i got HOME ECON drawing to do and some BO LIAO'S homework . DAMN SIAN ! Aniwaez, my science class CLASHED with my netball training tomorrow . LOL . and we'll see how . Okaaay laa, i gotta watch that cutie SITU BI now while enjoying my DINNER and and .. THERE'S PHUA CHU KANG TONIGHT ! yipeee,.. guess i will be doing my homework late at night . =) okie dokies, gotta go for noww.. see you all tomorrow or whenever . BUAIISH ! and dont forget to tag . *winks*

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Tuesday, January 23, 2007
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Did i lose my love to someone better ? Does she love you like i do ? //
Why do we never know what we've got til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away



HELLO . haha, these weekends i spent with my LOVELY mommy . soo, the spending time with her was greaaaaaaaat . So Saturday went out and i saw some LAMERS(those 'MATMAT' and 'MINAHS') hanging around my block and i just ignored them and walk . i didnt even do anything to them right, but they kept staring at me and one of the MAT 'shweet shweet' at me . -.- i didnt turn back la of course, i was totally disgusted by this kinda people .. PLEASE LAAA, im NOT interested in malays okaaaaay..(no offence) especially these MAT AND MINAHS . they are like,... OH GOD, no words could describe them . OKAY, ENOUGH OF THESE ELEMENTS ~ and lets get going . Met up with my mom to buy A NEW SPORT SHOE and i bought one. =) Adidas brand . WHEEE.. so, went to a shop that sells JEWELLERIES, well in fact expensive jewelleries and my mom bought a pendant for me without any reason ? LOL, and my mom bought herself a ring that cost quite EXXXX . then we had some DELICIOUSSSSS lunch/dinner and went home after that . At home, laugh like nobody's bussiness with my mom and i laughed till i cried and rolled on the flooorr ?! LOL and my head was BANGED by the stupid table there . OUCHIES ! but i heck care the BANGING and continue-ed laughing . slept and woke up about AFTERNOON and did some MORNING EXERCISE with my mommy. and then had what we call BREAKFAST AT 1PM . ate and CRAAPPED ALOT in the kitchen about being a housewife . LOL, i TRAINED to become a housewife and i think i FAILED the test . LOL, im scared of putting the bamboo stick at the top there when hanging ur clothes . LOL, and bla bla bla-ed . i got to go home soon after that .. Oh, for the some of you who dont know, i got 2 house . =) So i went back to my CCK house at about evening and settled down there . i didnt bring my homework along to my another house, so my homework was left ABANDONED . haha, so went home quickly RUSH my homework . Homework is GEOG AND MATHS . OH SHIIITTT ! i just remembered i got ART to dooooooooooooo ! =XXXXXXXXXXX now is 11.20pm and i think i will just hang it in another daaay. so back to the posting, okaay la, need to chat with this kinda GUYS, so will post again soon . what a boring post i have today, forgot what to post -.-
(11.23pm)

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Sunday, January 21, 2007
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A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

LOL, this is song has given me memories of LAST YEAR . Someone actually sang it to me and DAVE should know about this . LOL . aniwaez,.. today, SOMEONE in my class so called as express his feelings to me, hahah, dont laugh la.. im not gonna name the person. so at first he said, (anyway, we were just 2 seats away)
SOMEONE : eh shaikah, check your handphone then LATER you read the message.
ME : okaaay,.. *checks handphone and being stubborn read the message immediately* (inclass)
SOMEONE : kept screaming LATER but then.. *covers his face in embarassment when i read the messag*-
MESSAGE : eh dont scold me ar, since you dont have boyfriend right, do i have a chance ?
ME: *BLUSH*
REPLY : okaay, but i thought you like, *one of the girl's name* ?
MESSAGE : no, she is my sis .
REPLY : then who you like ?
MESSAGE : stupid question, if i never like you i wouldn't be asking what .
i stopped there asking him to continue with the work that we had to do in class . awhile later, after doing his work, i was talking to my friend and he messaged me, 'So.. do i have a chance ?' haha, i was blushing and my face was really reddd.. replied him some stuff and school's over . I was walking with fazilah and falah when he joined us and we purposely went to the toilet and bla bla bla in there . With Venus, Clara, Fazilah and Falah . haha go to the canteen and merged tables with the rest of our classmates . Everybody SABO me to sit beside him . =X but i didn't, i sat INFRONT of him . So for those who saw me at the canteen just now, you should know which 'HIM' im referring to.. they were like teasing all the way la and this HIM here kept smsing me those kinda things . LOL , and then we crapped alot at the canteen and AZFAR laughs like nobody's bussiness, the way he laughs makes me laugh like a monkey . LOL and and and i didnt know that i had attend to NETBALL training todaaaay ! =X . i came unprepared and luckily i was excused for not bringing my ATTIRE . Pheeeewww.. POOR VENUSSSS.. nice try girl ! so was smsing all the way with 'HIM' and SOTONG (daveshouldknowwhothisis.LOL)haha and dave was like a FEW metres away from me and he called me ? LOL , so during training halfway, dave joined me and we just crap alot there . Example : PISANG PANAS, HORNY EYES and stuff like that . Lolies . aniwaez, in the morning just now, on the way to my MT class, those girls saw me, they point point at me . They are SEC 4s =X . LOL , and.. saw them around the school . LOL, and i just ignore them la.. MUMMY picked me up from school todaaay.. LOL, that shortie looks fierce while picking me up . HAHA fancy calling my mom shortie . =X , but she's a shortie but cute OKAY ! haha, MOM, you raaawk ! aniwaez, i LOST my $4 ! FOUR DOLLARS LEHH ! lol, nevermind la.. aniwaez, in the MRT, saw alot of foreigners,.. its FREAKED me out when one of them started to look at me UP AND DOWN . and then he stared at those PARTS ! i covered those PARTS with my books that im holding . SCAAARY SIA ! HAHA, then at the interchange, got a group of "MAT" was 'shweeet shweet' at me . Disturbance. haha, and then when i walked pass them, one of them said, "BOINK" LOL . Nuisance la. When i first STEPPED my house, the rain was damn heavy ! haha, i was damn lucky okaay ! LOLie . so normal things when i reached home . if im not wrong, i think its around 3 weeks that i am sick ! WALAUUU ! and today, i just took a chocolate and eat it, CANT resist it anymore ! GRRR. and and and !! i think chen lu saw some stuff cause my shirt was UNBUTTON ! and he told CLARA about it . haha i was oh, it wasnt button, AHAH, and the mebarass thing is that A GUY was the one who told me abt it . LOL. okay la, gotta message message with 'HIM' and SUPERNATURAL !. so see ya all tomorrow or whenever . BYE ! and do tag ok.. =) (10pm)

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Friday, January 19, 2007
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urrghh ! FEELING SO DAMN DISGUSTING NOW. was like whatever happened last year to me were repeated AGAIN ! thought can have a good life and be a good girl in a new school but.. same thing happen . Somebody wanna whack me agaaaain .. its like,.. they said that the cafeteria was their TERRITORY and bla bla bla . I understood everything until i heard whatever shit they were talking or screaming . At first at the cafeteria me and my friends were crapping around and having fun plus being crazy and admiring boys .. at the same time, i was playing the song in my phone . we were enjoying it like UNTIL we saw a group of girls like staring at us . and even my friends kept telling me . walaaaauu ! i was like blur cause i didnt anything to harm them right . So a few minutes later, i felt disgusted and decided to leave . Carried my bag and walked away . Looked back once at them .. and just walk off . Suddenly my friend told me that THEY wanna whack me up .. -.- i was like WHY ? then she said that the girls said, "GO/WALK AWAY, GO/WALK AWAY. this is my territory, on your music so loud for what ?" something like that la,.. cant remember properly.. then i realised that the girls were following us . Ignored them and was on the way to the school gate when i saw that group of girls waiting for me near the gate . I stopped and turned back . LOL they saw me, obviously. then i was like feeling scared plus angry at the same time . LUCKILY my dave DARDAR was walking pass . I mean DAVE . DARDAR . told him everything and suddenly broke into tears. =( im not crying cause im scared . Im just having some flashbacks of what happened to me during PRIMARY school times . and i decided to call some people for help but NONE pick up their calls . -.- ! the girls went to the staircase and kept staring at me . WTF ! i was just mumbling ALOT ALOT ALOT of vulgars at my mouth . really feel disgusting can ! then one of my seniors decided to accompany us to the gate . DAVE too . =) my friends were like scared and stuff.. so everybody decided to go home by MRT so there we go home . just wanna say a big thank you to FADEE (ithink) and DAVE for helping us . ANIWAEZ, PAIISEHH LAAA i cried in front of DAVE . =XXX *blushes* on the way back home, my friends kept discussing about it and feeling scaared . I told them about some experience i was in and also some PLANS that the girls might take, i predict it due to experience of such stuff .. So, to my friends who were the victim, do NOT get scared ok . Think things on the positive side . They totally unreasonable and just trying to scare usss .. =) aniwaez, tried my very best hard to exclude VULGARS or dirty words and i succeeded, applauses please . =)
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Oh ok, lets talk abt today . Go school and forgot to bring the homework tht i was working on till 1am plus last night . -.- ! forgot to bring it when my sister reminded me alot of times . SHEEET ! so just go school and had PE, ran for two rounds and the timing was quite ok,.. the netballers in my class ran together . LOL, we were like, come on, we are netballers and bla bla bla . played floorball after that . back class were listening to songs with my phone in class while MR KHOO was in . haha, we were having group discussion lah,.. so let they all plan and stuff... RECESS and MT . was really embarassed in MT class as most of the time i spoke in english ?! and i used malay words that weren't even in the MALAY DICTIONARY(KAMUSDEWAN) =X hahaha, but luckily my teacher was ok with it and we crapped all day long in MT class.. and shockingly, i didnt know that there is the letter 'R' in the word 'perkataan' =X . paiiisehh lahh ! haha and classmate told my chinese friends that im blur in MALAY classss.. hahaa . where got lor ?! AIDIL was more blur than me ok ! last 2 periods was MATHS and i had to redo my work !! WALAUUU.. i redo-ed once and showed teacher and he said, "no wrong . REDO again" -.- ! hecckkk caaaare . Alot of things happen today lah ! reached home and tht idiotic thing spoilt my mood . If there wasnt any accidents just now, i wouldnt have flashbacks and memories, but since there is, i started to remember EVERYTHING back now ! HAAAAIZZ.. and my sickness is bacck ?! WALAU, really not in a good mood la ! BYE

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Thursday, January 18, 2007
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hello . been teasing my white sis from just now . she is just a corpse . LOL . aniwaez, been laughing like mad from just now till cough here, cough there . *cough cough* yeah ! how i've been teasing my white sis aka CORPSE, i just created so called as a tune and she said it irritates herr, so i kept singing that tune and even record it at my phone in case i forgot . LOL, a while later my SUPPORTIVE daddy joined in teasing my white sis . LOL,.. nevermind if you don't understand what i meant cause i haven't brush up my description skills for a very long time . So !! lets just get going on about what i did today in school . or let's start with yesterday ,.. well i came yesterday and everybody in the class shouted, " SHAIKAH ! " like im some kinda superstar . LOLie . then bla bla bla in class and i think that all our hard word on the notice board had gone to waste cause the WHOLE notice board DROPPED ?! and there's hole here and there . So its just wasted ! hahahaa so had recess and bla bla bla and back to class and we had MT . My malay DROPPED ! sheeeeeeet .. i was the only one who havent finish that malay composition.. saddd.. gotta read up alot ! So.. after MT had science and went home after that . went home together with DAVE DAVE DAVE DAVE DAVE DAVE DAVE DAVE DAVE DAVE . (LOL) we craaaaaaaaaaaapped all our way back to CCK . haha,.. then saw ALMASSIE wondering around in LOt 1 like a lost kid . LOL, in her bluey uniform and bag . then saw alot of disgusting people there too.. Those 'birds' (if DAVE DAVE DAVE DAVE DAVE DAVE got what i meant .) LOL, im sure he'll get it ! haha.. so walk around and went back to my house and TEDETEDETEDETEDETEDETEDETEDE . hahaa, after that SOMETHING happen and we seperated . awww, how saaaad. LOL, chatted on the phone all day long with him . chat chat chat till its quite late at night and i realised i still haven't do my homework ! was bussy doing the template for my phone till i neglected my workkk.. =X started to do my MATHS at around 11+pm . =X just write here and write there .. draw here and there and DONE . so, slept quite laate and my lovely dad helped me to prepare my HOME ECON. stuff.. =X LOL , cause i cant find the container so i just go to my room and sleep . The next day i woke up, the container which should be used for my HOME ECON. is ready at my bag . How touching .. *.* so woke up, bath, eat and out of the house . Reached class and was a superstar again,.. LOL . thenn, halfway mr khoo was saying something about , " so shaikah might be SHY.. " and the speech and drama teacher got to interfere . LOL, had lessons on how to project the voice and bla bla bla . Was quite funny and weird plus shocking . HAHAHA, just dont really understand WHAT HAPPEN to my speech and drama teacher . But as for DAVE'S speech and drama teacher, i think she's worst . LOL . soo, had maths after that but i was AGAIN daydreaming .. [-.-] and Natasha goes around the class asking whether her skirt is too short or not . diiao ! -.- SUPER UBER LAME . i was like about to say the word 'LAME' right at her face, but i didn't la of course. I already PROMISED my primary school teacherssss to be a GOOD girl and not the BAD girl that i was when im in primary school . you know the bad girl who always talkback to teacher, RUDE, REBEL, and slaaaack too much in class and do those kinda stufff that i shouldn't and bla bla bla .. Oh god, MEMORIES MEMORIES ! so ya, bla bla bla and went for recess . Met DAVE DAVE DAVE and do some stuff around there and THESE KINDA PEOPLE give that kinda 'CHEEKY LOOK' or i dont know what look when they saw me and DAVE DAVE DAVE together. HAHA,.. after that went back to class had HOME ECON. its just a too bad for clara .. (LONG STORY) IQBAL looks 'cute' in his 'rabbit goose flower' apron . HAHAHAA,.. was like playing catching with him in the LAB ?! hahaha, we just cant stop teasing each other . (ehem, dont get the wrong idea horrr..)then went back to class had practical . was really tired and bored so just being my crazy self and kept on disturbing my partner . she kept screaming my name .. hahaha,.. too irritated i guess, but its just a nice try to her . There's one moment whereby i concentrated on measuring the thing and suddenly, "CHIIIING" (ifthat'sthesound) SOMEONE DROPPED A BEAKER ! hahaha, damn cool man and everybody was like,.. OHHHHHH !! hahahah,.. and then MR VJ bla bla bla bla bla bla bla for like 15 minutes ?! we are late by 15 minutes for our MT class ! again, crapped in MT class with the normal CRAPPERS . supposed to have a meeting in class but i didnt go cause of SOME REASON . =) saw quite a number of EX SCHOOLMATES at the cck interchange . Saw my sister and YAZID too. haa. and is my hair that obvious ?! LOL . so reached home and being a real nuisance to my family members . My second sis and i . We are like so hyper in our school uniform today ! HAHAH, kept doing some stuff. *censored!* hehee . oh ya, forgot something . Today the first person whom i message is BROTHER NAJIB . here's a birthday song for you man !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BROTHER NAJIB,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!
lol, no handphones to give you .. LOL, sorry . So i owe you one prezzie ya.. btw, you made my day by your mssage. THANKS . LOL ! haaaiz.. got a "date" with MIKE.. nono, not THAT mike, another mike, meiji intro-ed to me and he seems to be.. nevermind . if you wanna see how he is, THURSDAY - 3pm WEST MALL . lol . watching american idol now and laughing at them madly ! HAHAHHA, .. ok la, my sister kept screaming, " WEII ! DO YOUR HOMEWORK FIRST ! " have to obey this kinda corpse's demand cause they'll have to return to their respective coffin soon, so must enjoy the moments with them .. So yaa.. will post again soon . byebyebyebyebyebyebye .

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Wednesday, January 17, 2007
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Hi . erm, here to share about my sickness. just now when i went to the doctor, he checked my throat and gimme a mirror to see it for myself. what i saw was actually some disgusting "dontknowwhatitscalled" thing at the side of my throat or tonsills or whatever . the doctor gave me BIG antibiotic . a special one actually . he said if THAT THING is still there or im still sick in two days time, i have to see him back to get an injection . FREEEEEAK ! i dont want that . the moment i heard that, omg, cant believe . I dont want injections.. and cant eat chocolates, ice cream and stuff like that . =(( got 2 days MC but i hope to go school tomorrow. Just a day of missing maths lesson and im like already lost . My mind is actually not ready to study yet la actually . haaiz.. aniwaez, heard that some people in my netball team got into the school team,.. CONGRATS GIRLS ! =) ohh well well,.. gotta eat my medicine now and HOPEFULLY to be ok by tomorrow to go to school . =) see you guys soon ya . Bye .

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Monday, January 15, 2007
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HI ! ohh.. didn't go to school today . Due to high fever, flu and a reeeeeeeaaally bad sore throat that had effected my ear . =X i dont wanna become deaf =X touch wood touch wood ! LOL , so yesterday was celebrating my birthday with my mom . Planned to find a new sport shoes for me but can't find any that i like . Im fussssssyy .. Sooo,.. we just went to eat . I didn't order anything but my caring mom just bought me some fish and chips with mushroom soup . Didn't feel well yesterday as i feel that im hot all over . FEVER that is really hot . LOL . And my MOM FEED me food . i love to get feeded . =) So, after eating went to shop for some stuff at METRO and bought some stuff . While shopping, i wondered whether to go school or not the next day . LOL . think for about 30 mins and decided NOT to go school . So messaged my coach and friends . so went back home and took some medicine and AGAIN, my sister FEEDS me . LOL and went to sleep after that . Didn't have a good sleep as for some reasons and problems . Woke up at around 12pm and ate TAU HUAYYYY.. YUMMY ! and going to doctor to get a medical certificate . LOL . Haven't celebrate my birthday with my dar dar yet ! HMMPPFF .. lol . haaaizz.. ok la.. needa do some homework that is left ABANDON by me . So seeeeeee yaaaa.. Buaiish Buaiish ! (1.35pm)

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Monday, January 15, 2007
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HieeeE ! ALOT TO POST ! hahahahah ! Once again, sorry to keep my readers waiting . =) been busy in school and home. LOL aniwaez,.. theese few days did quite alot of things . as i had stopped on 11th January, lets continue from 12 jan . it's raining and im feeling real lazy to go to school . But bo bian, so just go ahead with it . My dad sent me till the bus stop in front of my house and waited for the damn bus that we had to wait for a very long time . First bus came and its full, but still alot of people rushed in . WAITED for awhile and saw YAZID at the bus stop . Smiled at him and the next bus came . We all rushed in and the bus zoomed off to CHOA CHU KANG INTERCHANGE. around 7.18am reached CCK interchange !! haha, then walked quickly to the MRT AND BLA BLA BLA. reached school at 7.25am . Assembled at the audi and bla bla bla . Crapped the pupils in my class and bla bla bla . Lessons were carried on until its recess . Dave came upto me and te de te de . HEHEHEHE (cheekylaugh) he should get what this means . LOL .aniwaez, after that went back to class and the DM talked about spectacle frames . LOL, i was caught once about the COLOUR of my spectacle frame but i will change it only if he give me the money . If not, NEVER . lol i will only wear my specs in class then . So 1/4 and 1/5 had to stay in the hall and anger was all shown at DAVE'S face . LOL . back to class and bla bla bla . DECORATED the class with those kinda people . Ryan was STILLLLL flirting . lol . So decorated till its time to go home . Changed and went to the cafeteria with FALAH AND FAZILAH . talk talk and 'pangseh' them at the cafeteria as i had to go to my netball practice . Coach says that raining is the worst training ever . LOL, indeed it was . It's physical training . did those kinda things and the next day i have to follow the girls to the tournament . Was chosen among the rest . LOL . so headed home with CLARA AND GRACEY . =) reached yew tee and my mom give me that kinda smile . i was BLUR and was like, HUH ? And suddenly she wished me birthday and kiss me even though i stink after the training . LOL, was touched . aniwaez, for your info, my MOM worked at yew tee interchange MRT as a customer service officer . She is at the room there or will be at the platform . SO look out for a pretty lady in Yew TEE mrt station . =X LOL . so reached home and bla bla bla . ate medicine and went to sleep at about 10pm . EARLY huh ? cause sick, so have to sleep early . LOL .

so next day ! supposed to meet up the netballers at mac at 9 . But i was still walking slowly and taking my own sweet time even though im late . =X went out of my house at 9.10am and reached at 9.15am . BLA BLA BLA and was teased once again by them about me and dave . LOL. upto them to think what they like . I will never ever give them a 'YES' or 'NO' answer UNLESS im reeeaaaally irritated . LOL . to the MRT and were always a centre of attraction . BLA BLA BLA in MRT and BUS . reached and bla bla bla . I played a match but im really was stupid and a noob . -.- LOL , but its an experience . Sorry girlsss.. they wanted to sabo me cause its my birthday . miss kom asked whether i got extra shirt then i was like.. hmm it must be something about getting wet/dirty or stuff like that . let's just see what they planned to do . So after the whole tournament, went to KFC . i didn't eat but instead was on the phone all the way . TEASES agaaain and all through the way . LOL . they camwhore-ed but i wasn't cause too busy on the phone again . LOL . to the MRT and again we were the centre of attraction . LOL . bla bla bla and BACK HOME ! celebrations awaits me !

went back, BATH about 35 mins . =X wasn't feeling good but still carry on with the celebration . sat on the dining table and ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHAIKAH NURUL FADHILLAH,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !
lol ! singing that while they carried the cake to the table . i was happy and my dad recite some prayers and stuff like that . Next come to the SABO part ! LOL , i was always sabo-ing others, so now is their time to sabo me . LOL, no doubt, they did . my parents sabo alittle . My second sis was WOW ! and my first sis too ! But the worst is, BROTHER NAJIB ! walau eh !!! THE WHOLE PLATE OF CAKE RIGHT TO ME FACE ! HAHAHAHAHAHA ! damn funny ! its my retribution cause i always did that to others . So too bad for me . LOL , next we eat and stuff like that .

TIME FOR THE PRESENTS that brought me to tears !
my sisters suddenly SCREAMED happy birthday with their presents . LOL , then followed by my stepmom and dad too . My second sis gave me a bag,.. awwww, im in need of one . So thanks ! next, my first sis and brother najib shared and bought me a... NEW HANDPHONE ! they wrapped the box with lots of newspapers . so once i opened the last piece of newpapers , i stunned for like quite a long time . I cried ! LOL , was really touched that i got a new phone . GREAT MAN ! hugged my first sis and we cried together . N73, 2GB, 3.2 MEGAPIXEL ! and quite a good lense and bla bla bla . With all those great features . my second sis received an advance birthday gift of handphone N80 for her . Congrats to her then . BLA BLA BLA and its sweet of dave to put his personal message something . LOL thanks yaaa ! ok laa, time to celebrate my birthday with my mom today . btw, im sick, dont know whether to go sch tmr or not . A terrible throat and fever plus flu . SICK ! ok la, see ya guys next time . Bye ! (3.22pm)

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Sunday, January 14, 2007
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HELLO . haha, just got a feeling of wanna post . Maybe a short one will do . anyway, on my previous post, something is wrong with it if you read properly . I dont know how it happen but its just craazy . So im sorry for the inconvenience . I had editted some parts of my blog, i wanted to edit more but no time cause i need to do my homework . So let's just get started with my posts . Well, yesterday nothing much happened . My teachers are all fun man ! LOL . So, got to know about my Home Econ. teacher . I was teasing her all the way with my classmates and there were like, " SHAIKAH ! YOU'RE SOO BAD ! " haha so after that, Malay class . I had to stand in front of the class and introduce myself .
The points to say are :
-Name .
-Primary School .
-Was Unity my first choice ? Why ?
-3 words to describe yourself . (themostdifficultandembarassing)
-what do you expect in MT class ?
of course all the questions are in malay, just translating it for my readers . =) so, that IQBAL !!! SABO-ed me ! freak ! HAHA, and i sabo-ed fazilah . =) on the first day of MT class i was like soo slow in catching up the meaning as its been a long time since i spoke PROPER malay . LOL . So and after MT is science . Learnt how to on the Bunsen Burner . LOL , already tried to on it during pri 6 . so second try yesterday . went back home with dave as im scared of some stuff. then reached the cck interchange and saw my primary schoolmates . My hair was like siao char bo like that and met with my friends. was damn paiseh lorr !! haiz,, so reached home and, thats all for 10th January .
Today, reached class . PE . took height and weight . =) wee,.. i had grown . LOL . But im SEVERELY UNDERWEIGHT. haha . so ran the whole field . Came back to class, and bla bla bla . Recess was funny . then upto hall and MT ! haha, it was fun ! for the first time i said Malay class IS fun . LOLie . So played Bingo and screamed here and there in class . Me and Iqbal were the ones who talk quite a lot . and then i had be GROUPED with him and one more shortie =X . lol, we bullied him . and did some so called as project work which we had to perform and act in front of the class . Damn funny ! then back to class and geog followed by Maths . i was damn sleepy and that teacherr,.. haiz, dont wish to talk about ittt.. So stayed back after school and helped to decorate the class . but in the end, we leave everything in a lurch and went home . But not for me . Joined Fazilah and Farah who were doing their homework at cafeteria . So, crapped really alot with them . stayed in school for about 1hr plus and around 3.30, we went back home . Alot of things happen on the way back but LAZY to type . ok , i gotta do my home work now . I DONT KNOW WHAT HOMEWORK I HAVE ALSO ! haiz,, ok la,.. will post soon and sorry for this kinda rush . will post again soon . Buaiish Buaiish .

Oh before that, thanks for ER JIE, Meiji, Dave who had helped me with this "SPAMMER" . Hope he get lost and stop bothering me . Its irritating . And cuzzin daya, hope you'll continue to support my blog . *winks* LOL . those who wanted to be link, YOU'RE LINKED .

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Thursday, January 11, 2007
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HELLO ! haha sorry if i hadnt been posting .
Reason :-
-TIRED
-SICK
-LAZY
-NOBODY READS, so might as well close down this blog .
LOL . that's what i actually planned to do . but, at the same time,.. i want to be a blogger too ! =)
lolie ! haa, im mad so just ignore this NONSENSE . Ok ok, let's talk about my schooling life nowww.. let's see where did i stop . . . 6th January 2007 . Interesting . Aniwaez, Saturday bought some stuff from COURTS . Sunday,.. went out and reached home at around 10pm . LoLiE . Here comes Monday . Went out on the journey to school . Normal lessons and i forgotten that Monday there's spot check . Freeeaaaakkk ! LOL i quickly REARRANGED my hair and put those red hairs inside and expose the black hair . LOl , my teacher didn't really did the spot check . The most scary thing is when the DM goes around looking . well, i was caught once, caught twice, .. SNIP SNIP my fringe . walau, my fringe not that long maa.. still planning to keep it longgerrrrrrrrrrrr.. aniwaez, it freaks me out just to see the DM . LOL . no idea whyy.. LOL, its the same for my primary school . Lotsssss of rules that i had broke, and whenever i face that dusty dass =XX , it scares me off .. But not reaaaally actually . LOL cause primary isnt as strict as Secondary . SO whatever . So, had the spot check and back to class to have lessons . RECESS just crapping with my dardar . LOL ! *DAVE i mean . Laugh-ed and that FOOL is just IRRITATING . He thinks that people is stupid to believe his 1 day staying in hospital and to have a camp after that . And while having FEVER, he still could still ********** ?! LOL whatever man and his voice is reaaaaal disgusting ! Still remember that time i insult him and scold him those kinda things . ITS FUN ! let's do it again DAVE ! ( LOL ) some of you might be blurr, so lets just forget it and continue with my story . Class chose the class commiteeeeeeee and the rightman became the chairperson and co-chair . Next was the 'Pupils Welfare' thing and that BATHIBAN shout, " Who wants to nominate SHAIKAH and vote her to be the Pupils' Welfare ?! " selected for those matches or whatever, i am still able to benefit from those hard trainings as in my muscle and stamina or whatever . So, while doing those craaaaazy stuff, my mind just kept thinking of the benefits . LOL . whatever it is, the whole training was fun afterall . After that, checked my phone, 11 missed calls ! all kind of people called me . Returned back their calls and nearly got banged by some cars because of careless mistake . But IAlmost EVERYONE raised up heir hands . Well well well, BO BIAN, so just accept that Invitation and im the Pupils' Welfare bla bla bla . LOL . After that, went to the ASSEMBLY and its like, ..... daaaaamnn F***ING BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAW-RIIIIIIIING ! was like the most BORING assemble i ever had in my life . I couldn't remember having anything longer and more boring than this in PRIMARY . Is there any ? well whatever it is, its like sooo
! @ # $ % ^ # ! % ^ $ * & $ # @ !!!! I was already sick and still have to listen to this kinda things . Its sooo damn waaarm and stuffy . And the person beside me is like @#$% @#$% !! wahlan ehh,.. but bo bian, REN lorh ! AT LASTT ! all the @#$^ talks finish . Back to class, grabbed my bag and to the toilet . Changed and went for my netball training . Its tough and craaazy, but think positively and the benefits of it . Even if IM not ssabella was like scolding vulgars as bla bla bla . Lazy to type . Went back home and was throwing tantrums to everyone . LOL , sorry mama and papa . =( not reaally scold them, just feeling tired plus SICK ! sick sick sick . Slept quite early as feeling tired and drowsy . Supposed to do Geog. homework but since the nxt day no GEOG, so HECK CARE . Glad that school starts at 8.40am the next day, more time to sleep . LOL so today, that's Tuesday, went to school and to the class and my friend asked me, " EH SHAIKAH, you got do the English homework ? " i was like, WHAAAAAAAAT ?! THERE'S ENGLISH HOMEWORK ?! lol , then everyone laughed cause almost the whole class haven't do it yet . So everybody was like rushing doing their homework . Including me . then cherr come le . Lessons and stuff . RECESS . again with my dardar . LOL agaaaain, mistake ! *DAVE used to call him that ma, until those primary school teachers... HAIZZZ ! dont wish to get flashbacks ! so both of us just go around the cafeteria and laughed at ' Horny Eyes ' hahahhahahhaha ! that's funny ! and that FOOL kept messaging and stuff . after tat bla bla bla ,.. Malay class, BO-RING ! after that science and english . then meeting with the Class Commitee Members and went home . Dave called and asked me to accompany him but i can't . Sorry dearr ! LOL ! WALAU ! mistake agaaaain , *DAVE . haha thenn went home with Ryan . saw my primary school friends in the bus and talked to them . wEnt home and bla bla bla .
i just hate to go to the doctor . My dad wanna bring me but i just gave him attitude . Sorry papa . Purposely ! HAHA . okaay , when its the holidays, i want school . When its school, i want holidays . I bet that's what everybody said too . haaaizz..


aniwaez, that "DARDAR" on my tagboard ! i reaaally dont know who you are . Stop tagging at my tagboard by putting "dardar" . it sounds so disgusting , especially after that incident that happened . its just sound disgusting to me . Stop using it . and better stop your nonsense before i ban you from tagging my board . =) and to those who wants me to link them, give me a moment as i planned to redo my linking column . so will link you up soon ok FARAH-jie ? LOL ! sound soo .. nevermind . So will link you up ok senior ! LOL. oh godd, just ate my medicine and guess i gotta take a rest and do some 'dirtywork' . again, dave should get what i mean . HEHE . LOL , ok, will post soon . Buaiis Buaiis

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Tuesday, January 09, 2007
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high low ! Hahaa, i still haven't post about my schooling days . Okiedokie, let's get it started then .
TUESDAY NIGHT (thenightbeforeschool)
i was like dreading to go to school on the next day . about, 8.45pm, i was packing my bag and thinking about what bag to bring, what to bring, stationery was all over my house . I have to go to one end to one end to find my stationeries . Wonder how it can 'dispersed' till so far . yup, i was like, LAZYLA LAZYLA LAZYLA . Kept repeating the same damn thing . then, slept at around 1.45am !!! =X
Wednesday
Next day, SCHOOLING DAY !! didn't have enough sleep but still dragged outta my bed at 5.50am . Bath-ed, surprisingly, my stepmom made breakfast . Kind of her to do so, had sandwhich . =) yummy and went out at abt 6.45am . Saw Falah waiting for me and went to board the bus together with her . Saw some of my friends like HALIMA and XINYUN . Onto the MRT and ZOOM off to Unity Secondary School with some friends . Reached there a little earlier and just chat around . Soon, we assemble at the Parade Sq . Surprisingly !!!! There's a spot check . =X . the DM went saying, " Dyed hair will be sent home straight away " i was like, daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam ! but my form teacher didn't really check our skirt's length or socks and stuff . So i was lucky ! Phew . Went to clasa and my teacher made a mistake and bla bla bla . Next Principal made some intro in our auditorium and bla bla bla . Our orientaion starts and we played some icebreakers games . Example like 'whacko!' , 'cling' and stuff like that . First day of school was alittle awkward . Went home together with dave and had our lunch at Mac . Went home after that at about 3 and played com . 5.30pm got some sleep and when i woke up, its 11.45pm ! FREAK ! slept soo long and didn't watch any show that i wanted to watch, diiao ! bla bla with my sister and i was like, ' i dont want to sleep yet ! i dont want ! if not when i wake up i will have to go to school agaaain ! ' but still got to sleep . LOL .
THURSDAY
Again woke up at 5.45am, bath, breakfast, tie hair, and zooooom to schooool ALONE . Reached class and saw Falah smile here and there (LOL) . Teached distributed the timetable sheet and bla bla bla here and there . Went to Auditorium and all the head department of subjects gave some boring talks . My head was spinning and my leg were numb ! everybody was restless and slouching all the way . Next, our DM gave us a talk and some rules that should be obeyed . School rules as per normal . *allowed to wear track shoes and handphones should be used anywhere except for all academic levels/class . LOL . that's good . After that, SUI ! kena caught by DM ! about my hair .. still haven't dyed it back yet . LOL he bla bla bla-ed and te de . DONE. continued to play our games . Treasure Hunt . And i was chosen for one of the section to do the damn tongue twister . Was doing it and the CCA councillor was recording me at her handphone and tried to distract me but too bad to her . When i was going off, she said, " see you at YOUTUBE girl ! " i was like , whaaaaT ! LOL . whatever then . had all the sections done and we ended the game ! Yipee ! Had some bombing war, cheering war and stuffs .. went home and BOOM ! on my sofa and had some sleep and wake up late again . SLEPT late again and...
FRIDAY
woke up at 6am ! FREAK ! late ! haha ,.. not so late though,.. reached school, put bag in class, to the parada SQ ~ sang sch song and bla bla bla .. Some interclass telematch and my class is the CHAMPION ! yeahh, we rawk ! LOL . Know everyone in my class already . Next is CCA choosing thingy and i joined NETBALL . im cutting down the story as im going to go out ! So, joined and me and dave SNEAKED out of the school at about 4pm+ ! HAHA . had some stuff at MAC and saw some seniors of volleyball there and they were screaming at me ! LOL went home and reached about 6+pm . TIRED and sleep AGAAAIN ! lol , woke up at 9.45pm and ate and joke around ! Now im having SORETHROAT !! yippee !! i love sorethroat ! HAHA, but i don like the pain, i like the voice . haha ,,... im maaad . aniwaez, because of all the cheers and screaming that i had done in school, thhis is what i get in return ; sorethroat. =) okaaay, CRAP !

alrigtie, im laaaate ! GOTTAAA GO . bye bye ! will post again soon .
(5.45pm)
aniwaez, gonna dye back my hair during this weekend !

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Saturday, January 06, 2007
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FAMILY.

I had realised that FAMILY is very important in this world . Family couldn't be compared with BOYFRIENDS/GIRLFRIENDS/STEADS . Why am i saying this ?

I had moments which i had totally lost my family . I had suffered at my young age and i grew up with this suffer . The suffer which kept going on for 5-6 straight years . I was only kindergaten by then when i felt a sense of lost in this world . Although im only like 4-5 years old, i was just feeling a sense of lost and embarass by my family . Things worsen when i entered Primary 1 . I was "abandon" and a feeling that i wasn't being loved or cared by my family members . At that point of time, i couldn't do anything at my young age . All i could do is, to go school and be back home getting scolded almost every single day . I hate everyone in my family at that point of time . Just HATRED . I was jealous when my classmates' parents picked them up from school or just be there whenever my friends need it . But for me, nobody was there to ask me stuff that i wanted to know and nobody is there for me . I don't know the feeling of hurt or stress . I only know that i wasn't loved and cared . Every single day, tears would rolled down my cheeks from my dad's scolding . I had witnessed ALOT when i was young. Things were still the same when i was in Primary 2 . But it's a choice of either, mom or dad . I felt like i had no parents at all for that moment . I don't care what you want to say or tease about me as i've been teased alot of times before . I'm used to it, don't worry . But why can't i just have both of my parents everytime on my side ? By then, i began to just lock myself in my room and cry all day long . Those moments were the one when i had NOBODY to turn to and just be on my own standing in the room crying and reaching out my hand if there's going to be any soul who could just come to me and talk to me . I cried myself to sleep. I was looked down by everybody in my school . Yes, LOOKED DOWN . Nobody wants to be friends with me too cause i dont have a perfect family. I felt hurt . Every day, i pinched myself to see whether im having a nightmare or not . But, it's reality . Primary 3 soon came and things were still the same . In fact, it get worst . I still remembered an incident whereby my father even wanted to punch me hard right to my face . I was too young, daddy . At the process of primary 2 and 3, i plunged in my studies . At the stage of primary 3, i was really skinny. When im back from home, nobody would be at home . I starved myself as there's no cooking . Sometimes i also regretted of being born in this family and i just hope for hoping everything as a dream . Every night, it hurts me to hear whatever my dad said to me at that time . It hurts me deeply and im just being patient by not talking-back and just let it hurt deeply inside me . But my Dad wouldn't stop . Family problems had really affected me alot at that time . I was being kicked by my parents like a ball . Being there and here and repeating the same routine . Im just tired ! TIRED ! I was even seperated from my sisters . I do alot of foolish things and my studies aren't that good . I even go jealous and sad seeing other family celebrating Hari Raya in the same Baju Kurong and going out together. It's sad when you know that what you used to have had gone so fast . Example like going out together as a family and also breaking fast together and joking around together at home . But, everything is gone . I even prayed hardly for my parents to get back together when i know they can't . It's stupid, i know .

Now, tears trickled down my cheeks as im typing on this keyboard . Flashbacks happened and it's a very frightening scene . When i reached primary 6, i began to realise that it wasn't only me who suffered at that stage of my life, few people were suffering too, and that is my FAMILY . My sisters worked hard just to support my family . Every single day, me and my sisters would face whatever that happens . And my sisters had really made ALOT of sacrifices for me at that point of time . It made me cry when they told me how they feel and what they do and stuff like that to me when we were having discussions about our family matters. Just the sisters . I regret hating them and being on my own when the disaster was happening . I should had talked and helped my sister during that disaster, but instead, i made it worse by hating them .

My sisters and I really suffered alot during the disaster . I also had a sickness during those disaster times . I still remember one incident that really touched me when i recall it back . I'm not gonna state it here but i would really like to say thank you to my first sister for that sacrifice . I had caused trouble for her . My dad was facing a terrible situation too. When i think about it back, i regret hating him either . I was wrong . I was wrong about all those conclusions of "nobody-cared-about-me" during the disaster . When i heard his story about his feelings and stuff.. It totally made me cry . HE DID ALOT, WAAAAY ALOT OF SACRIFICES . He even got work and family matters mixed up just because of this family problem . As soon as i know, it wouldn't be that difficult if i wasn't even born to this earth . My existence made the whole thing difficult ! But my dad even cried every day just because of these problems . Even if you let him watch a very and most sad movie in the whole world, he wouldn't cry, but i guess this must really hurt him the most and it must be sad, in fact too sad that he even cried . When i think about it, i could differentiate the difference between now and then .

I really salute my first sister for being able to persevere despite this disaster that was happening then . My first sister could complete her studies in National University Of Singapore despite things that happen . She even work and study at the same time . She even got to cook for us and she always got scolded . Why wouldn't i realise that it's a big sacrifice that she was making earlier ?! Why would i even hate her ?! I regret, yes i totally do . Now, thinking back about those hard times that i had, it's just an horrible experience but it will always be etched in my mind . Time flies fast and now, i have quite a nice and comforable life . Just like what i've been wishing for ; the disaster to be over and to have laughing days and not crying ones . Im happy with what i have now and currently, leading my life just like a normal family . Well perhaps my family is SPECIAL . =)

Treasure and Cherish your FAMILY . Without them, they would be NO happiness . Trust me, i've been through alot just to realise this .

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Thursday, January 04, 2007
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HELLO ! suddenly feel like wanna post, so here i am .. =) Yup ! Slept at about 6.45am today and woke up at 4.30pm. =X im going to be dead later on cause i can't sleep ! and if i never sleep, how can i gain energy for me to go to school tomorrow ?! Oh damn ! can i just have an extra day of holiday ? I haven't prepare my stuff yet ! Haven't buy shoes, bag, wallet, stationery, pencil case and many more . I haven't even write my name on my book yet !!!! and havent dye back my hair !! GRRR ! wonder about my school shoes, issit still dirty ? SEE, i'm not ready nor prepared for the school to reopen or should i say gate of hell . =X aniwaez, kinda new look for this year as im going to be tying my hair up when going to school . Paiseh if my primary school friends saw me .. Sobss.. Bo bian la . Aniwaez, i am soooo ADDICTED to tau huay and soyabean ! These few days been eating tau huay with peanut dumplings and if i go out and have any meals out there.. i would be ordering soyabean ?! i used to hate these things.. Oh god, that means the phrase of "if you hate somebody, you will like him or her soon" is true ! don't tell me. . . . =X oh well, i think i gonna eat my tau huay now and watch some teevee followed by my bath =X . then prepare for school stuff.. Oh ya ! i don't have to write my names on my books today as for the first three days when my school starts, its just orientation ! So i dont have to bring books ! WEE.. still have 5 days to complete these stuff .. anyway, Saffy called me at about 5am today before i sleep. Thought he forgotten about me le but in fact he's busy.. Aniwaez, will be meeting him in one of these days .. =) Anyway, he ACCUSED me of deleting him in my friendster friend list ! =( i didn't ! ok whatever .. GTG now ! So will post again soon and i might be posting regularly when school reopens. Till now , Adios Amigos ! *winks* (6.05pm)

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Tuesday, January 02, 2007
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Hey everyone HELLO ! Sorry for not posting for quite a LONG time . I guess i had lost some of my faithful readers. SOORROWW . aniwaez, alot of things had happen since 27th December 2006. and this would be my last time saying "2006" . Yup ! Firstly, would like to wish all my visitors and readers of my blog a HAPPY NEW YEAR ! =) May you have a GREAT year ahead . And i'm sure all the ladies there should receive the "Ladies Toast" message, and that message means alott.. =) Next, HAPPY HARI RAYA HAJI ! ooopss, mistake mistake ! It should be SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI to all MusLims out there. =) However i did not celebrate Hari Raya Haji . =) Well well well , it's 2007 and i hope to change for the best. New attitude OOPS, or should i say, BETTER attitude . BETTER manners . BETTER appearance . and last but not least, the most important, BETTER responsibility . And to those FREAKS who said that im REBELLIOUS, i will prove it to you this year, (well, i'll try) to show you that IM NOT the girl who you think i am . The Girl ; Rude, REBELLIOUS (thewordthatihatethemost), nothing better to do, playful and stuff like that . I will change ! okie dokie, let's get into my world ! WEEE .. Firstly i dont really remember what i did on these past few days.. URRGGHHS ! STM ! hmm.. hmm.. hmm.. hmm.. hmm.. hmm.. All i know is that i TRIED to sleep early so that i can practice this routine when the school reopens but, I FAILED . slept about 4am every single day. well at least i improved ! from 6am, up to 4am .. =) APPLAUSE please . ohh godd, just trying really hard to recall what happened to me !! ( ... ... ... ... ... ... ) OH WELL ! let's just start on Sunday, 31st DECEMBER two thousand and six ; Went out and bla bla bla .. Don't wish to emphasize on the going out partt .. BLA BLA BLA-ed and went home at 10.45pm . Changed clothes, washed face, contact lense out, wipe off eye liner, and KABOOM ! fell flat on my couch and watched TEEVEE . Watched the countdown 2007, i would be there if not for that particular stuffs,.. LOL was counting down with them at home like mad when it's 10 seconds before 2007 . SCREAMED and shaked hands with everyone in my family . The three sisters were being crazy at that moment . We had our "First Tickle Of The Year" , "First Kiss Of The Year", "First Hug Of The Year", "First Scream/Shout/Sabo/Strangle/Said Sorry/Calling others NAMES/Clap/Snap fingers Of The Year" and stuff like that .. There's more but lazy to type. =) Yes yes, we are really crazy peeeeople ! Stayed up late till about 4am then sleep . Next day, woke up and all my sisters going out . SAD . So, just ring some people up and out i go . Weeeee.. watched Night At The Museum . Had Nachos, Hotdog, PopCorns, Ice Lemon Tea. LOL . That show is a MUST WATCH show la !!! DAMN NICE ! i even choked on my drink . hahaa.. After that, had some dinner and off we went into the MRT. what the hellllll !!!! Firstly, in the MRT , like so squeezy ! Next its damn smelly ! BAD BREATHS . SMELLY ARMPITS . *BLUEK* after we went out of that SMELLY train, then like FINALLY! i could have some fresh airr. PHEWWWW.. Reached home about 11pm . oh before that, met JACKIE in the MRT . was kindaa crapping with him till others looking at us . PAISEH ! haha . aniwaez, everything goes cool for the first day of 2007 . Hope it continues to stay cool as it is . =) okaay la, that's about all of what happened to me these few days. Also, hadn't been online-ing often . and Saturday i online-ed for like 5 hours plus and my head was like spinning already.. This shows that i had cut down on the usage of computer and electricity as 5 hours my head was crazy already.. i used to play for 9 hours or even the whole day and my head/brain was still functioning well .. LOL . aniwaez, JIMMY !! when to watch death note 2 ?!!! You already booked me for that movie ! =) HAHA, shameless me ! ohh ! i FINALLY i read a book with full of confidence. Oh, not the Buffy book, for your info, i returned that book without reading =X didn't have the time okay ! PAISEH . Oh anyway, i borrowed the One Tree Hill book and i read it finish . =) i watched the tv series that time and the book doesnt seem the same to the story that is cast on TEEVEE . So, whatever . Oh i spent like 1 hour on this post . =) Maybe more cause im going to put colours to my words now ! So, will post again soon ! SEE YAA ALL . Before that , its just 13 more daes ! =)
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Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Tuesday, January 02, 2007
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To Haters of Miss Shaikah.
If you hate me, i can't stop you. But please don't be such a coward to criticize or spam my blog without letting me know who you are. I would love to know my haters. Last but not least, If you hate me, i'll just take it as you are just jealous of me. =) okay ? SO think twice before you do anything. Thank you and Enjoy your stay.