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NIt's Just Me !N


MISS SHAIKAH
•13.o1.94
•Officially 13
•Arab_Chinese_Pakistan
•EX-concordian
•Unitian
•Crazy
•Irritating
•Mysterious
•Vain
•Weird
•Crazy about CHARMED
•Laughing Disease

§ MY BELIEVE §


Stuff that you don't know about me.=XX

•Not brave enough to order food.(OVERCOMED)
•Scared to bath w/o lights on although its a sunny day .=X
•Scared to sleep w/o lights .=X
•Takes more then 30 mins bathing .=X
•Hates incline pull up. eews .
•HATES TO BE WRONGLY ACCUSED !
•Enjoy blackouts when with family =)
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Hello all ! haiz. currently feeling so angry ? sad ? i also dont know why. i am totally trying to make myself happy but i just cant stand it for too long ! MY FAMILY. my divorced parents. My dad seems very unreasonable sometimes. If i do what he says, it will hurt my mother's feelings. BUt if i didnt, my whole family have to keep listening to his lectures and words that are totally hurting ! It really hurt me deeply listening to what he says about my mom and stuff. Sometimes i just feel like want to talk back but if i did, more disasters. So now, im just in the middle. Nowhere to go.. If this goes on, it might drive me crazy. I MIGHT run out from home and be with my friends and maybe i might become bad ! But i dont want . How i wish that my parents weren't divorced, life would be damn happy for me. I will sacrifice EVERYTHING to make my family together. Even if God were to take away my life ; i will sacrifice it. I would like BOTH my mom's side family and my dad's side together. Even though my parents could not be together, but i want both of the families to be united and at least dont hold grudges to each other. Thats my wish. Could anyone grant me this wish ? Just to let them be friends ?! Its a sad life for me to have this kinda family when im young. when im only in kindergaten. Do they know how much i feel hurt and sad seeing my friend's or other people's family walking together in the same outfits for Hari Raya. They went to the houses TOGETHER. but as for me ? one day with my mom and next day with my dad. sometimes i would just wish to die rather than to live with these problems in my life. WHY NOBODY UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEEL ?! i would like to have a boyfriend cause i want to be loved and cared and at least i have SOMEONE to be with me if im bored and in my lonely times. But when i have boyfriends, and when i wanted a break up and stuff, why accuse me of being a playgirl ?! A bitch ? whore ? slut ? and whatever filthy words. WHY ?! You guys just dont understand my feelings. If you guys think that relationships are for having sex or petting or whatever. Then i would not want it ! if i dont want, no use forcing me ! Fuck off from my world these guys ! Get lost ! What i want now is my family to be happy. i will always wish for this, even if im on my death bed. If God wants an exchange for it, take my life and exchange it with a happiness for both of my parents. May them be friends. But why dad ?! why cant you just forgive and forget ?! why do u need to make life miserable and difficult for everyone. I tried to understand you, but i cant now. Its just unfair for me and sisters and EVERYONE ! you might be leading a happy life, but your children or ur last daughter is not ! cause what she wants is to see her mom and dad together talking and dont hold grudges with each other. do YOU know how sad i feel to see my friend's family happy and laughing off together ? Its not the same to have a stepmother.. i didnt ask for much, just forgive my mom and be friends with her. CANT YOU ?! i know it hurts u deeply, BUT everyone have to die sooner or later. Just enjoy life while you can. My tears are flowing as i write this post. I really hope my family will be united . PLEASE grant my one and only wishes , GOD. will you ?

Miss Shaikah signing out =) TATA !

*Wednesday, October 18, 2006
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We are just full of CRAP . PEACE .


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To Haters of Miss Shaikah.
If you hate me, i can't stop you. But please don't be such a coward to criticize or spam my blog without letting me know who you are. I would love to know my haters. Last but not least, If you hate me, i'll just take it as you are just jealous of me. =) okay ? SO think twice before you do anything. Thank you and Enjoy your stay.